Well, I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.
So.
Everything is really fucked up right now. I got myself into troubles.
They want to expell me from school, and my parents say they're not gonna put me in another school - they're gonna kick me out of the house.
I don't know what to do. I have a talk with my teacher and headmaster on thursday, and I'll have to apologize and beg them to let me stay in that school, but I don't know if it'll work.
The first thing I did after I knew all that was calling my best friend. She's been through this last year, and I knew she would help. The first thing she said was - "Do you wanna come here? You can sleep in my place." and I love her so much for that, because I know now that I have another place to go. She's always there for me, and I love her so much. <3
So, I decided to try stay in that school, and be all good-girl so I'll be able to finish it and then do what I want.
And if it won't work I'll talk to my parents and tell them I want to go to a hostel. [and there is one just next to my best friend's house, so it's even better].
Anyway, now I can hope everything will get better.
Love you all.
xxxx
Everything is really fucked up right now. I got myself into troubles.
They want to expell me from school, and my parents say they're not gonna put me in another school - they're gonna kick me out of the house.
I don't know what to do. I have a talk with my teacher and headmaster on thursday, and I'll have to apologize and beg them to let me stay in that school, but I don't know if it'll work.
The first thing I did after I knew all that was calling my best friend. She's been through this last year, and I knew she would help. The first thing she said was - "Do you wanna come here? You can sleep in my place." and I love her so much for that, because I know now that I have another place to go. She's always there for me, and I love her so much. <3
So, I decided to try stay in that school, and be all good-girl so I'll be able to finish it and then do what I want.
And if it won't work I'll talk to my parents and tell them I want to go to a hostel. [and there is one just next to my best friend's house, so it's even better].
Anyway, now I can hope everything will get better.
Love you all.
xxxx