Jan 19, 2004 23:33
FuzzzyFeet (10:34:35 PM): charlie. for what its worth, you are so one of the coolest guys ive ever met. youre absolutely hilarious and youve made so many bad days better from comments youve left on my away message or whatever.
sometimes i boggle my mind. i don't even talk to this girl that much, i mean i occasionally im her and make a comment to try to brighten up her day, but not all the time. and goddamnit i love to hear that. sometimes i need to hear that. sometimes it is nice to know that people care. sometimes i wonder if i should get new friends, and if my friends even care. my wonder is why i worry about some of my friends more than i worry about people like her who actually appreciate me. maybe i have more things in common with my friends, that's true. but i don't even know if they appreciate me anymore, or are just annoyed by me. it's hard to say, but i can say truthfully that that comment brightened up my weekend, and hell, my year in general. i know this is a very self-centered entry, but i've learned that sometimes i need to be, or it'll kill me. that kind of comment makes me happy.
-Charlie