Jun 16, 2008 17:01
My heart's been skipping beats all day each time I saw a new e-mail arrive because they're supposed to put the results of the Economics exam online today. In fact some lovely groupmate of mine who is still in Budapest has already been to uni to have our indexes signed, but I'm foolish and I dare not ask on the phone. I feel like they'd call me if I'd passed and they're not calling because I failed. I called (well, awoke) Ági after 11am to make sure somebody (not her, obviously) was going in, but uhhhhhh. I'm going for a jog I think. Really it hasn't been bothering me up until now, but more just because I put my mind to rest by forcing myself to think I passed, but now it occured to me again that I might not have. But I need money oh.
I've been a lazy commenter but I will catch up eventually.
I had a dream, Muse played a new song, it was a lot like Starlight but it had a prettier riff, really quite beautiful and played on the guitar, I wish I could remeber it properly, but then in the middle Matt pulled a Zack de la Rocha and everyone laughed.
God I just kinda stopped again but it was just a forwarded e-mail from my brother. Hmmmmm his wedding is on Saturday and my mother told me she'd have some hairdresser come here tomorrow to "do our hair," what the fuck how is any kind of hair supposed to last four days? So I went no thanks I think I'll go to Balaton with sister tomorrow. So she was like, you can't possibly come to his wedding looking like that (soft shiny sleek hair. it's indecent.) so I said, alright then I'm not coming. Cheers. If I was my brother I wouldn't invite her, quite frankly. She was embarrassing at my graduation as well, I don't even want to think about this. I'd elope secretly or soemthing.
mother,
university,
myooooz,
dreams