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btw, I failed my driving exam. I didn't cry much. My dad failed five times then he just gave up, my mother never even tried, my sister failed once, my brother failed three times - I couldn't believe that when he told me, him? a bloody genius? It made me feel a lot better about myself. So I guess it's okay. I don't really know what the fuck I did wrong, but that's that. It really is a pity because apparently this one was a "nice" examiner who's good friends with my instructor. That didn't stop him from getting me really annoyed at the start. In my head I went, Couldn't we just, like, start? But he just kept scribbling on some paper, MINUTES of total silence, nerves being chewed away, then started to ask me about school and uni and all that stupid stuff. Fuck. Why can't I simply GO? and then it was so fucking excruciating, I was barely moving, in fucking 2nd gear, and then apparently I was too fast (??) when passing some right-hand street and that was it. He preached about how that was life-threateningly dangerous, I couldn't believe it. We were in a deserted suburban area of bloody Szombathely at ten fucking am. There wasn't anyone else there. At all. I actually drove there, the exact same place, before the exam in the morning. And the instructor was like, but then you did it perfectly, what's up? I have no idea what I did differently. I guess it's just their job to fail you. But some people pass the first time, it's not fair. No frustration, no demolition of self-esteem.
I think everyone should just be given the licence automatically after having completed a required number of driving hours. It should be raised from 30 to 60 or something. Nothing would change on the roads.
I hate being not perfect.
I think everyone should just be given the licence automatically after having completed a required number of driving hours. It should be raised from 30 to 60 or something. Nothing would change on the roads.
I hate being not perfect.