what did i learn tonight?
a few things a girl always has on her mind:
I'm I crushing on him?
Does he like me?
What am I drinking tonight?
I wish my girls where with me
Does my fat ass make my fat ass look fat?
What am I going to wear tom?
Damn, I have no clothes
Am I ugly?
Why do I eat so much?
the list goes on, oh the girly life!
So tonight I hurt a friend, but I didn't want to hurt her and I feel bad that she is hurting, but I would say everything to her that I said again. She needed to hear it. I love her and I dont want her to feel like she does anymore, I just hope that eventually she wont be mad at me anymore. I just wish sometimes that I could show her the things that he does, there are so many things that we all keep to ourselves that he is doing. We know if she knew she might think differently, but I can't fix this for her. only she can change how her life is going, i just want my friend back.
some of my homies are coming up sat. sadly sars isnt and it makes me really sad, I really miss her and I can't wait to see her again. It scares me to think that she may not always be there, i love you sars and no matter how far away we are from each other I hope we always find a way back to our friendship.
lastly, i think i like a boy...Lord help me
That is all...