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i wonder if some people would be better off if i were gone?
not dead necessarily...cause most of the time i really do enjoy living...
but...if i were just in a different, unreachable location?
i think a lot of people would be happier...and maybe i would too.
cause i don't really like drama, and i hate having a heart.
i wish it would just give up and die.
i mean honestly, why can't i just turn it on and off when i choose to?
maybe i'm just being retarded b/c i'm fucked up.
but it seems to me theres no one left to save me.
cause no one wants to.
and its not like i want a hero.
i just... i just want someone to care.
not dead necessarily...cause most of the time i really do enjoy living...
but...if i were just in a different, unreachable location?
i think a lot of people would be happier...and maybe i would too.
cause i don't really like drama, and i hate having a heart.
i wish it would just give up and die.
i mean honestly, why can't i just turn it on and off when i choose to?
maybe i'm just being retarded b/c i'm fucked up.
but it seems to me theres no one left to save me.
cause no one wants to.
and its not like i want a hero.
i just... i just want someone to care.