i love it when my cat purrs.
ive resigned myself i suppose...
i guess that sooner or later i will figure out life.
or else the world will figure it out for me.
time is running out, however...decisions must be made.
ive spent the last few weeks barely holding it together...and its shown. i need to get myself back on track with the internship - i definitely havent been giving it what i should. among other things - friends/family, my job, finding another job, rearranging class stuff for the fall, my apartment, etc etc etc. (to be fair, my boss hasnt said anything - she keeps giving me more articles and photography and more responsibility for the newspaper, so maybe it has shown more to me than it has to others.)
i never thought id say this, but i just want the summer to be over.
im not exactly miserable either, but to be honest, i hate my internship and i cant wait for the end of august when its all done. its really limited a lot of things for me this summer, and its frustrating. i never want to be a newspaper reporter. ever. (which sucks considering one of my majors is journalism. maybe i should make it easy on myself and turn it into a minor.)
that being said, i want to thank those of you who have shown concern for me in the last couple weeks - though i havent said much, its been greatly appreciated. the sun is starting to shine again. not totally, but its not as dark as before. :)
oh yeah, also, with the summer over, i am that much closer to being done with college - undergrad anyways. i cant wait to be done with college. if only i could figure out what to do after that.
it all comes down to decision making. eventually ill have to.
i guess that sooner or later i will figure out life.
or else the world will figure it out for me.
time is running out, however...decisions must be made.
ive spent the last few weeks barely holding it together...and its shown. i need to get myself back on track with the internship - i definitely havent been giving it what i should. among other things - friends/family, my job, finding another job, rearranging class stuff for the fall, my apartment, etc etc etc. (to be fair, my boss hasnt said anything - she keeps giving me more articles and photography and more responsibility for the newspaper, so maybe it has shown more to me than it has to others.)
i never thought id say this, but i just want the summer to be over.
im not exactly miserable either, but to be honest, i hate my internship and i cant wait for the end of august when its all done. its really limited a lot of things for me this summer, and its frustrating. i never want to be a newspaper reporter. ever. (which sucks considering one of my majors is journalism. maybe i should make it easy on myself and turn it into a minor.)
that being said, i want to thank those of you who have shown concern for me in the last couple weeks - though i havent said much, its been greatly appreciated. the sun is starting to shine again. not totally, but its not as dark as before. :)
oh yeah, also, with the summer over, i am that much closer to being done with college - undergrad anyways. i cant wait to be done with college. if only i could figure out what to do after that.
it all comes down to decision making. eventually ill have to.