merry christmas
hey guys.... i don't even think anyone reads this anymore. but i can't sleep and i wanne write so its all for me :). Anyway...i'm abck in tucson and things have been going okay. life is life you know? i'm tryin to get into pima so i can go to school next semester and not be a dead beat. i got a badass job...(tucson motorsports) just waitin to pass the backround check and shit so i won't start for about 2 more weeks. so i'm lookin for another job cause i need money now...like now haha
just really been hangin out with the family and good old friends..tryin to get back into the swing of things. to be honest i miss joel a lot and i mean A LOT. days go by and i don't see him or hear from him and i get erally sad. don't get me wrong i'm fine without him i know i'll make it through but life just seems sooooooo much better when i'm with him. normally i would hold this all back unless i was talkin to reana or heather or casey, but since no one reads this i can say it :). I got a phone call from him the other night which makes me very happy. i hope i'll get to see him soon but who knows? i could never see him ever again. :*( i love him so much i can't let go... i feel like eventually things will work out between us. and hopefully they will. anyway i need to stop talking maybe go to sleep or something. if you read this keep it to yourself ;) love ya!
just really been hangin out with the family and good old friends..tryin to get back into the swing of things. to be honest i miss joel a lot and i mean A LOT. days go by and i don't see him or hear from him and i get erally sad. don't get me wrong i'm fine without him i know i'll make it through but life just seems sooooooo much better when i'm with him. normally i would hold this all back unless i was talkin to reana or heather or casey, but since no one reads this i can say it :). I got a phone call from him the other night which makes me very happy. i hope i'll get to see him soon but who knows? i could never see him ever again. :*( i love him so much i can't let go... i feel like eventually things will work out between us. and hopefully they will. anyway i need to stop talking maybe go to sleep or something. if you read this keep it to yourself ;) love ya!