quick update
sorry for the majorly depressing entry.... i feel a lot better today joel and i have been talking so much and it feels realy good to finally everything he's been thinking. i'm REALLY nervous about how things are going for me right now.... i have NOOOOO money and lotsa things are gonna be asking for money come the end of this month which is really close. anyway gotta get going to work just wanted tolet you all know what was goin on in my head! :) peace