Aug 13, 2004 12:56
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You push me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breathe
Okay everyone is gonna hate me soooo much but i really really really wanna be with joel still. i don't even think he'll appreciate that fact cause i know he's still thinking things out and such. it's just really hard. we still talk on the phone and say we miss eachother and love eachother and i wanna be with him right now so bad. i wanna be with him to help him get through these tough times. but he doesn't want me there. i feel so bad for wanting this but he means everything to me. i dunno what to do. i feel like i should talk to him about it but i'm sure it'll cause more confusion in his head. ahhhhhh why do things like this ever hafta come up???