ooooooh boy!
oh wow i havent written in like forever. hahah i odnt know i guess i just get lazy and dont feel like writing. but i have been alright. nothing to exciting going on in my life. haha hbut is there ever..no, but thats okay! YA NICKI AND I ARE ON THE MARKET. hhahah ya we both dont have guys, because we are wicked cool like that.
nicki is a little more on the market then me. she is fully over her man.. but me on the other hand im working on it. im getting better as time goes on, but it sucks cause like today i was sick and i was upstairs and sitting on my couch all bundled up in a blanket and watching dawsons creek and all i could htink about was him. cuase over the summer he would come over and we would sit on the couch and watch tv and stuff. and i wont lie i get sad when i think about it. then other little things make me think about him..certain songs, certain things people say, him, things that happen to me. i dont know its hard. but when im not thinkng about him im usually good. its just hard sometimes. im getting over him though, which is a plus. just have to get past all these stupid memories that drive me nuts about him and then make me miss what we had.
ya so last weekend was pretty goood. friday night i had a girls night with nicki and ellen. we went an saw The Polar Express...ya deff a go and see movie. haha i totally believe in santa again..it was just a great happy movie, and it was nice to just have a night with the girls. it was also the first snow of the year. even though i hate snow alot..it was really pretty. i dont know kinda romantic in a way. hahahah but ya go and see the polar express.
then saturday ellen shawna and i went to nickis and we made a cake for seif eldein and adam for their 18th and 17th birthdays. we hung out at nickis for a while and then around 6 we headed over to the ochs house. i was prettty nervous cause i hadnt seen them since our fight. but it ended up not being that bad. but at first i was pretty upset. becuase dean gave all the girls these really big hugs and then came over to me and gave me the one hander. but as time went on he got nice to me and we talked. i was happy i missed him. and adam and i had a nice talk that night too. not flirting or anything just a nice friendly talk, which was nice. but ya hahah we had some fun. i just love the ochs patio! hahah some fun stuff happens out there. hhhaha oh boy. lets just say we were all happy after goiing outside. overall the night was a good time and we werent the friggen sit on the couch girls.. we were the talkitive outgoing ones. JIMMY HAS A FOOT FETISH!
then sunday nicki and i went to michael feeleys, which was different. i love him..he is such a nice kid. but ya we played sorry and sharades. then we watched how high..haha some funny parts in that movie. but ya it was a nice visit.
then on monday i got out of school at 11:30 and i went to gardner for districts XC. there was lots of teams there and we were going for states. we came in 9th as a tema out of like 20 teams. not to bad. none of us got to go to states. which isnt bad.. cuase then we dnt have to practice for another week. but ya i came in 3rd for our team and like 65th out of all thje runners. not to bad. but ya im going to kinda miss it.. it was another group of kids that i liked to hang out with and it was kinda my escape from stuff. liek when i run i dont thnk about anything and i like it!
but ya im probbly boring all of you...so im going to go and do homework and clean my room. leave me someeee! latuh
<3 kasey