It's funny how things seem to happen when you least expect it...
So I've been on vacation since last Tuesday, and it made me truly realize something.
I am fucking miserable where I am.
Usually when I'm on vacation, I can't wait to go back to work. I know that sounds weird, but its true. I really love working because of all the people I meet. At least at Save Mart. Right now though, watching kids, I don't get that. I love the kids, but by Wednesday, ONE DAY into my vacation, I was dreading going back to work. I need the interaction that I was getting working in the grocery store. I miss it.
So I went back to the store to see how everyone was doing, and to one of the girls in bakery, 'jokingly' said, "I really want to come back. Are you guys hiring?"
"Actually we are," she replied. "For night shifts."
It amazes me how things seem to fall into place. I actually almost didn't stop at the store, but decided to on a whim. I'm not overly religious, but I'm beginning to think God is stepping in. Take this nanny job so you can realize you really DO like working at the grocery store, he says. I truly do. I wasn't even really suppose to be in Sacramento that day, but because my grandparents had plans, I drove thirty minutes to see a friend. It's funny how things work out.
Right now I'm just waiting for a call from the bakery manager, who I worked with before leaving and became friends with. Like I said, I'm not overly religious, but I'll go to church to thank God personally for helping me. I'm not happy here. I miss Sacramento, my friends, and most of all, I miss seeing my Grandparents, who I don't see as much living here in Concord. I want to go home. I really do. I know that now that's where I belong.
I am fucking miserable where I am.
Usually when I'm on vacation, I can't wait to go back to work. I know that sounds weird, but its true. I really love working because of all the people I meet. At least at Save Mart. Right now though, watching kids, I don't get that. I love the kids, but by Wednesday, ONE DAY into my vacation, I was dreading going back to work. I need the interaction that I was getting working in the grocery store. I miss it.
So I went back to the store to see how everyone was doing, and to one of the girls in bakery, 'jokingly' said, "I really want to come back. Are you guys hiring?"
"Actually we are," she replied. "For night shifts."
It amazes me how things seem to fall into place. I actually almost didn't stop at the store, but decided to on a whim. I'm not overly religious, but I'm beginning to think God is stepping in. Take this nanny job so you can realize you really DO like working at the grocery store, he says. I truly do. I wasn't even really suppose to be in Sacramento that day, but because my grandparents had plans, I drove thirty minutes to see a friend. It's funny how things work out.
Right now I'm just waiting for a call from the bakery manager, who I worked with before leaving and became friends with. Like I said, I'm not overly religious, but I'll go to church to thank God personally for helping me. I'm not happy here. I miss Sacramento, my friends, and most of all, I miss seeing my Grandparents, who I don't see as much living here in Concord. I want to go home. I really do. I know that now that's where I belong.