A Week of Firsts
So this week has produced several firsts for me, such as:
Ok, contemplative post time
Lately I've been feeling myself change. I can't really put my finger on it. Though last night I realized that I'm starting to feel myself split. This may sound weird, especially if you knew me in high school, but part of me wants to become the party girl and the other part of me is still clinging to the good girl. It feels as if my values are...slipping's not the right word, but changing, I guess. I cuss much more frequently, I'm not as careful with my schoolwork, and I find myself desperately wanting a boyfriend or even a boy-toy at times (I know that sounds bad). I need to get down the core of me and figure out what I want. Hopefully I can find some middle ground. I'm not the same girl that I was in high school, but that's not a bad thing. Again, it's hard to explain, and I can't even ask someone if they noticed it, because nobody I know from home is here. Well, besides Jessie, but we haven't been in the same state for a duration of time in five years. Just some ponderings.
I bought the Last Kiss soundtrack. It's freakin amazing. I have yet to see the movie, but if it's anything like it's soundtrack, it's sure to be fantastic. I popped it in my car and just went driving for a little bit (mostly to get my alternator to re-charge my battery), and I just had this vision of me being in a movie of my life and the song was the soundtrack playing. It was a really cool feeling.
Since I'm really an old woman at heart, I have to talk about the weather. It's GORGEOUS outside!! It's about 65, sunny, the air is crisp, and it finally feels like fall. It's really funny though to see Texans pulling out their Carhart jackets when it's only 65. Ah, I love this place.
We're having part two of the cast party tonight, so I'm gonna get ready and stuff, so have a great weekend everyone!
- Open Singing Cadet rehearsal
- Texas Aggie Volleyball game
- First Mug Down at Midnight Yell
- Band Concert
- Dive face first into a puddle on concrete
- Groad/Mud Wrestling
- Shower in Walton (with two other girls. we had our clothes on!)
- Murder Mystery
- Shot
- Carpool ride (I was sober, but our original ride, however, was not)
- nickname combing two names-Kase-idy (much like Brettentoth. Now that I think about it, it was given to us by Laddie, who does remind me a bit of Steve...)
- Totally going into a test with minimal studying (and I do mean minimal), and feeling fine knowing that I didn't do that well
Ok, contemplative post time
Lately I've been feeling myself change. I can't really put my finger on it. Though last night I realized that I'm starting to feel myself split. This may sound weird, especially if you knew me in high school, but part of me wants to become the party girl and the other part of me is still clinging to the good girl. It feels as if my values are...slipping's not the right word, but changing, I guess. I cuss much more frequently, I'm not as careful with my schoolwork, and I find myself desperately wanting a boyfriend or even a boy-toy at times (I know that sounds bad). I need to get down the core of me and figure out what I want. Hopefully I can find some middle ground. I'm not the same girl that I was in high school, but that's not a bad thing. Again, it's hard to explain, and I can't even ask someone if they noticed it, because nobody I know from home is here. Well, besides Jessie, but we haven't been in the same state for a duration of time in five years. Just some ponderings.
I bought the Last Kiss soundtrack. It's freakin amazing. I have yet to see the movie, but if it's anything like it's soundtrack, it's sure to be fantastic. I popped it in my car and just went driving for a little bit (mostly to get my alternator to re-charge my battery), and I just had this vision of me being in a movie of my life and the song was the soundtrack playing. It was a really cool feeling.
Since I'm really an old woman at heart, I have to talk about the weather. It's GORGEOUS outside!! It's about 65, sunny, the air is crisp, and it finally feels like fall. It's really funny though to see Texans pulling out their Carhart jackets when it's only 65. Ah, I love this place.
We're having part two of the cast party tonight, so I'm gonna get ready and stuff, so have a great weekend everyone!