Dec 30, 2005 03:55
As Another christmas season comes and goes, I am reminded of a few things that I promised to do. Though before we get to that I shall spill somethings that have been on my mind. First and foremost is my current girlfriend. She is without a doubt a really sweet girl. She also is not a really trusting soul, her jealousy knows no bounds, and she is really insecure. Now with that said, I wonder how I come across the same types of females. I think except for a few exceptions these types tend to make their way in my life, in some shape or form. Now the last conversation I had with her was not one that I can really be proud of; I let my gaurd down and was actually angered. It usually takes a lot to really make me mad or otherwise upset, but it seems she has found a way to do it quickly. I really don't recall why I was mad, which just goes to show you how silly it all is. We then decided to share our prespective christmas stories.
Christmas morning was just like any other morning for me. I woke up and looked around the room, wondering why my head was pounding. The day was fair ok, though my brother was not there. This wouldn't have been an issue if he hadn't been living with my parents for the time being. For those that don't know I really despise my elder sibling. I don't hate anyone, but he's about as close as it comes. Now he decided not to tell my parents that he was going out or when he would be back. I personally don't care and try not to talk to the guy all that much anyway. Though for them its an upsetting venture. He doesn't come back till nightfall, so the whole day is spent with worry. I don't think its neccesary, but I shall reiterate that I could care less about the guy. The end result is he gets home and theres a huge fight. Which I promptly get into a blazer and drive off.
Her story was different than mine but in a general sense the same. Her older sister decided she would visit a friend. Though that morning she had promised her mom to stay there the whole day. This leads to arguments and then to an eventual hatred type tension in the housewhole.
I shall post more on the morrow, I have to drive to Orlando and back in about 5 hours. Just to check the mail, son of a ...gah. Night world and I shall great you with a hearty handshake.