i feel like purea shit str8 from hell
i louie desmarais feel like purea shit str8 from hell... i got into another car accident today... yes number 2 but this type... everything is screwed up... i have to pay for all the damages, gotta go to work with a bike... life is at its worst... naw im not into that hurting myself shit... fuck that... i guess in a way im gonna learn from this but its so hard and know me i put so much pressure on myself its gonna be a hard come back to enjoying life again... sometimes it takes the hard way to learn something but damn if it only were easier sometimes... yea i fucked up but damn... i lost everything i mean everything... the only thing i got left is my balls, cell phone and my friends and family and thing else is down the shit hole... this is gonna be one heck of a long summer... im gonna have to work full time and post pone my emt school for next summer due to this giant mess... but one thing i do hope is that now my friends will have a little more respect for me and who i am and what i own... cause if not... i guess that cycle for friends is due to be updated... i hope not cause i love my friends but shit... im so confused and lost right now... i dont even realise what im writing... im just typing random words that are all true... im out