start to wonder
sometimes i wonder why people follow the same routine even know they got hurt by it before and know they will get hurt by it again mabe its a form of true love mabe its just a way of living life but there i go again wondering why it happens over and over again i would think mabe after the second time you would give up or get the point that if you keep trying after getting hurt it will keep hurting you but then i ask people why do they do it and they all give me the same answer i was just hurting myself by listening to all the rumors that were floating around but what makes me think is what if those rumors are true arent you gonna stop believing them after a while? i guess not? why i wouldnt know mabe its because i never had that feeling or had to go throught the pain but yet i come to wonder if i ever went throught that stage id get the point right away or mabe i wouldnt sometimes i wonder why we take risk on our friendships to protect the person your best friends with and i come to realise its because there the best thing you got before your true love they make you feel alive but i guess when you try to be protective it isnt always the best thing yet if you never take the chance it may become regretable the person im writing this about is right now the best thing thats ever happened to me as friendship wise she means the world to me and see her follow the same footsteps she just followed to where her heart got broken breaks my heart and will tear when hers gets torn open again but i guess this is one where i just cant help and just have to mind it and let it be why? because theres something in a person where you cant help or try to avoid the consequences and let them learn by themselve it may not be the firt ten times or mabe be a million times but one moment in there life they'll get the point to stop sometimes i wonder why someone goes back to the spayless life they once had when they nothing but full of roses blomming everwhere they turn but hey thats my therory what difference is it gonna make probably not much but lets hope this wont be a regretable one