Hello.
First of all, thank you all for the interest and sorry for not replying sooner. As you might have guessed, I am not using this account, and LJ in general, anymore. I still hope that this message will reach at least some of you that you've sent me messages over the past year, asking about my old fics.
I am sorry to disappoint you, but I will not be unlocking any of these old fics, definitely not here on livejournal.
The only two fics that I am currently comfortable with being read anywhere online can be found on my ao3 account
HERE Maybe in the future I will feel like adding some more from the old ones, but from where I am in life right now, I can say that I most likely won't be sharing any of the angsty fanfics ever again. Is it because I hate them? No. Not at all. On the contrary, actually. I still love them deeply, but they are all very personal pieces to me, as they have always been, and unfortunately I see too many reflections of reality in them now... that's why I will keep them to myself from now on.
I have the fondest memories of the SHINee ficdom. I might be slowly getting back into kpop, after much needed break. But I really don't see myself going back to writing SHINee fanfics as things are very different for me now. The only thing that hasn't changed is my love for SHINee and especially for Jonghyun. That one will never change.
So yeah, that's all. Please check my ao3 above for one Jongkey and one Jongyu fic, and be well.