Waking up in the sunshine of emptiness
I need a girl, to replace that dry socket in my heart.
but i keep waking up smiling , because my dream mind thinks i have emilie to look to still, then i realize that's not so, my head knows it to not be, though my hands and my heart still think she's there, they yearn to touch her and yearn to hold her heart too ... and then my mind says no and causes tears to emerge.
i keep finding myself in tears, and the most random parts in the day
and i need a girl to help me replace my lost emotions
It's so hard to describe the emotion i feel right before the tears, right after the joy of thinking about her. I cannot explain the heart sinking feeling, as though my heart truely fell through my back and the bed to the core of the earth, all the way dragging my skin with it as my mouth opens in utter silence.
but i keep waking up smiling , because my dream mind thinks i have emilie to look to still, then i realize that's not so, my head knows it to not be, though my hands and my heart still think she's there, they yearn to touch her and yearn to hold her heart too ... and then my mind says no and causes tears to emerge.
i keep finding myself in tears, and the most random parts in the day
and i need a girl to help me replace my lost emotions
It's so hard to describe the emotion i feel right before the tears, right after the joy of thinking about her. I cannot explain the heart sinking feeling, as though my heart truely fell through my back and the bed to the core of the earth, all the way dragging my skin with it as my mouth opens in utter silence.