SO HOW ABOUT THAT OTAKON POST
On Wednesday, Gabby and Allie and I headed to another Ridgewood party where there was beerponging and more hanging out with people that I didn't really even hang out with in high school. The interactions have been nothing but pleasant, though. Life after high school is just.. such a relief. People really do grow up, and this gives me hope. Catching up with dudes who used to tease me is particularly amusing. I got invited to another party tonight.. it is really wacky to me that I am now suddenly worth inviting to parties when I didn't attend a High School House Party once in my high school career! Whatever, I'm cool with it.
On Thursday, NJ Transit took a poop on my chest when I was trying to get into the city, idek what happened to original plans I had with people buuuut I ended up hanging out with scootkadoot for a while which was lovely. ♥ Later we met moot for sushi, and then he and I went on some bubbletea adventures and city wanderings. We heard some guy yell "IT'S OVER 9000" when we were in Chinatown aaand we were the saddest. Thhhhhank you, 4chan. Also I guess I'm just pretty much living every /b/tard's dream, as I have now seen where moot sleeps. (It is the most starkly decorated apartment I have ever seen, the closest thing he has to a toy is a Zaku made out of motorcycle bits. His DBZ art from Otakon really needs to be hung on his walls.) Anyway as I have yelled about on twitter, moot is really really moe. ;_; ♥
Anyway.
There are so many people I want to spend time with and so many things I want to do but so little TIME.
Consider this a heads up to many of you. I want to see you. I'm making a list, actually, of people I really need to see before the summer is over. There are so many people I love that I am so privileged to have in my life and kskfjlgkld I want to spend more time with them.
(I never spell privileged right on the first try.)
It occurred to me today that when friendships are lost.. if they were really worth it to begin with, they'll be found again. Sometimes a lot of growing needs to take place before that point is reached, but I don't think it's ever impossible. It gives me hope. This conclusion was reached after surprisingly pleasant/civil interactions with a pair in particular at Otakon, a massive "oh my god I miss you can we please hang out again" vag out with radical_kiba the same weekend, and the fact that I'm seeing imortalnoctrn either tomorrow or Sunday for the first time since a falling out we had almost two years ago.
My whole deal is that I honestly believe that once I start, I never stop loving someone.. and while this makes loss so much harder, it also makes the rekindling of old friendships all the more incredible.
I also have not mentioned I am visiting Kansas City this weekend! Mom's side of the family is much more dramatic and stressful than it used to be which is a huge bummer, but what can you do. Berniece is still 94 and immensely difficult. I don't even. I want desperately to film some of her Bernieceisms this weekend.. we'll see what I can come up with.
Sorry this post is really fragmented and poorly written, we got up at 5am to make a 7am flight and I've just had weird naps on and off all day and.. now it's effing late and I am just sort of making gargled burbles in the form of a half-baked disjointed livejournal post. Goodnight, internet.
edit Also on my mind is the fact that sugar_and_synth is away camping this weekend and thus without cellphone service and I'm pretty sure this will be the longest we've gone without talking to each other to some capacity. :c Boo hoo.
Also this hotel bed is way too goddamn big for one person. I require about a million cuddles, all of you should probably come here right now.
On Thursday, NJ Transit took a poop on my chest when I was trying to get into the city, idek what happened to original plans I had with people buuuut I ended up hanging out with scootkadoot for a while which was lovely. ♥ Later we met moot for sushi, and then he and I went on some bubbletea adventures and city wanderings. We heard some guy yell "IT'S OVER 9000" when we were in Chinatown aaand we were the saddest. Thhhhhank you, 4chan. Also I guess I'm just pretty much living every /b/tard's dream, as I have now seen where moot sleeps. (It is the most starkly decorated apartment I have ever seen, the closest thing he has to a toy is a Zaku made out of motorcycle bits. His DBZ art from Otakon really needs to be hung on his walls.) Anyway as I have yelled about on twitter, moot is really really moe. ;_; ♥
Anyway.
There are so many people I want to spend time with and so many things I want to do but so little TIME.
Consider this a heads up to many of you. I want to see you. I'm making a list, actually, of people I really need to see before the summer is over. There are so many people I love that I am so privileged to have in my life and kskfjlgkld I want to spend more time with them.
(I never spell privileged right on the first try.)
It occurred to me today that when friendships are lost.. if they were really worth it to begin with, they'll be found again. Sometimes a lot of growing needs to take place before that point is reached, but I don't think it's ever impossible. It gives me hope. This conclusion was reached after surprisingly pleasant/civil interactions with a pair in particular at Otakon, a massive "oh my god I miss you can we please hang out again" vag out with radical_kiba the same weekend, and the fact that I'm seeing imortalnoctrn either tomorrow or Sunday for the first time since a falling out we had almost two years ago.
My whole deal is that I honestly believe that once I start, I never stop loving someone.. and while this makes loss so much harder, it also makes the rekindling of old friendships all the more incredible.
I also have not mentioned I am visiting Kansas City this weekend! Mom's side of the family is much more dramatic and stressful than it used to be which is a huge bummer, but what can you do. Berniece is still 94 and immensely difficult. I don't even. I want desperately to film some of her Bernieceisms this weekend.. we'll see what I can come up with.
Sorry this post is really fragmented and poorly written, we got up at 5am to make a 7am flight and I've just had weird naps on and off all day and.. now it's effing late and I am just sort of making gargled burbles in the form of a half-baked disjointed livejournal post. Goodnight, internet.
edit Also on my mind is the fact that sugar_and_synth is away camping this weekend and thus without cellphone service and I'm pretty sure this will be the longest we've gone without talking to each other to some capacity. :c Boo hoo.
Also this hotel bed is way too goddamn big for one person. I require about a million cuddles, all of you should probably come here right now.