darlin' I'll be yours forever 'cause I never want to be without love~
Man, I just spent about two hours looking through every photo I took from summer 2006 to February of last year while looking for things to use in that photo meme that's going around. I just. Aah. Wow. Nostalgiabomb to the max.
Such a reminder that I can literally measure my life in love. Photos of and with the people I loved, both platonically and romantically (though the latter speaks much louder in some cases) map out who and what was important to me when. It's amazing to see how much I've grown. But it's also strange to find those old pictures with those who meant so much to me romantically then, to see love in our eyes and to feel it again so intensely that it makes my heart ache.. not because I want it back, but because I remember how it was then. How could I forget? God, how could anyone? And now.. now I'm with someone who understands that better than anyone I've met before, someone who measures their life in love like I do.. I'll never know what I did to get so lucky, but man. I really am.
If I could wish for anything, I think it might be for everyone I care about to feel love as intensely as I do just once. I've long stopped cursing my intense oversensitivity; I wouldn't trade it for the world. I'll take all the world's pains so long as it means getting to feel happiness like I do. I'm a giant emotional mush and I wouldn't have it any other way.
This moment of vagging brought to you by my vagina.
In other news, thank you guys for voting on my rattie name poll! Oscar and Sapphire led by quite a bit, so I'm glad to see they aren't too nerdy. 8D I still haven't entirely ruled out Sumi and Jun, I think I'm really gonna have to wait until I meet them and get an idea of their personalities. Aaaahhh so excited. ♥
Ok that's all. Oh god I am going to be running on the tiniest amount of sleep tomorrow. TINYSLEEP.
Such a reminder that I can literally measure my life in love. Photos of and with the people I loved, both platonically and romantically (though the latter speaks much louder in some cases) map out who and what was important to me when. It's amazing to see how much I've grown. But it's also strange to find those old pictures with those who meant so much to me romantically then, to see love in our eyes and to feel it again so intensely that it makes my heart ache.. not because I want it back, but because I remember how it was then. How could I forget? God, how could anyone? And now.. now I'm with someone who understands that better than anyone I've met before, someone who measures their life in love like I do.. I'll never know what I did to get so lucky, but man. I really am.
If I could wish for anything, I think it might be for everyone I care about to feel love as intensely as I do just once. I've long stopped cursing my intense oversensitivity; I wouldn't trade it for the world. I'll take all the world's pains so long as it means getting to feel happiness like I do. I'm a giant emotional mush and I wouldn't have it any other way.
This moment of vagging brought to you by my vagina.
In other news, thank you guys for voting on my rattie name poll! Oscar and Sapphire led by quite a bit, so I'm glad to see they aren't too nerdy. 8D I still haven't entirely ruled out Sumi and Jun, I think I'm really gonna have to wait until I meet them and get an idea of their personalities. Aaaahhh so excited. ♥
Ok that's all. Oh god I am going to be running on the tiniest amount of sleep tomorrow. TINYSLEEP.