no matter the distance, I'm holding your hand.
Fuck DICKS today was busy, and ultimately pretty unproductive in the grand scheme of things. Auhghghjghjjk.
Pretty much rolled out of bed and FINALLY went to see Iron Man with Samara and her friend Stacie. OH GOD IT WAS SO GOOD JESUS CHRIST ♥ Definitely lived up to the hype, good lawd. Tony Stark? What a DOUCHE. And I would tap it. Oh boy. Now to see Speed Racer! It seems to be a good time for movies.
Headed to Holyoke Mall with Samara afterwards where I promptly failed at both finding Double K Simon stuff and finding cute clothes for Cali. Though I did acquire purple hairdye, a pair of cute Keds that look funny on my feet, a blazer from H&M, some horrible and amazing clown pants bermuda shorts and a renewed hatred for mirrors in addition to a reminder of strangely shaped and proportioned my whole body is BAWWWWWW clothes shopping is always a stressful experience. :|
Aaaand then immediately upon returning to school, it was TAKARAZUKA TIME feat. electronicangel, twilight_rain, a guest appearance by genkitozuku and a handful of people from my Gaysians class. Oh lawd, Elisabeth on a big projection screen was just.. B-B-B-BONERS. It was so good. I was a spastic mess. Teresa, thank you for letting me babble to you! Samara, you are a jerk for not even sitting with me. Maddie, we will probably be watching this at Fanime at some point in time so you're totally welcome to join us if we can't find time to finish it up before school ends! :D ♥
Also I have realized that one of my absolute favorite parts in the entire show is the otokoyaku Yami ga Hirogaru ballet in the finale. I just.. akjdsljfkldg. When the sexy guitar kicks in at 1:30 and they do their stupid sexy knock-knock-knock-knock dance moves.. god. GOD. Those four. Can I take them home? All of them? Yuuhi, Kiriyan, Saeko and Idon'tevenknowhernicknamebecauseIonlyknowherasFranzJoseph Hatsukaze Midori? Magee in the back can come too. And Asa. Fuck, I love so many boys (..well, plus GENDER-SWAPPIN' ASA) in this cast it's not even funny. Aaaahhhhh.
THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD SEXIER TO ME RIGHT NOW. ;;;; ____;;;;
In other news, I feel like absolute shit about Mother's Day. I sent Mom flowers that she got yesterday and I have stuff for her when I get home, but because I was out all goddamn day I completely forgot to call her at any reasonable hour and didn't get a chance to until I got home late tonight. I apologized profusely and she assured me it was okay, but I keep thinking about her going about her whole day today.. thinking about me, waiting on a call and getting nothing.. god, fuck, I feel so awful. Why didn't I call her first thing when I woke up? Goddamn. Mom, I am so sorry.. I've got to find some way to make it up to her. I'm choking up writing this because I feel so terrible about it. Failure Daughter of the Year award, most def mine. I will fix this somehow.
In happier news, I am expecting a completely spur of the moment visit from singingraisin and kurthy133 tomorrow! I cannot even express how pleased I was to receive a PM out of the blue on OB stating little more than "Hey, we want to come visit while you're still in MA!" Especially from friends that I've yet to get super close with (even though I've known Lisa for like a million years now) and.. aaahhh I dunno, it just made me really happy! I'm excited! I need to clean the apartment, aah.
Still super stressed. Stil super amounts of work. Still spending far too many consecutive hours talking to a particular someone. NEED TO LEARN TO MULTITASK BETTER~
Pretty much rolled out of bed and FINALLY went to see Iron Man with Samara and her friend Stacie. OH GOD IT WAS SO GOOD JESUS CHRIST ♥ Definitely lived up to the hype, good lawd. Tony Stark? What a DOUCHE. And I would tap it. Oh boy. Now to see Speed Racer! It seems to be a good time for movies.
Headed to Holyoke Mall with Samara afterwards where I promptly failed at both finding Double K Simon stuff and finding cute clothes for Cali. Though I did acquire purple hairdye, a pair of cute Keds that look funny on my feet, a blazer from H&M, some horrible and amazing clown pants bermuda shorts and a renewed hatred for mirrors in addition to a reminder of strangely shaped and proportioned my whole body is BAWWWWWW clothes shopping is always a stressful experience. :|
Aaaand then immediately upon returning to school, it was TAKARAZUKA TIME feat. electronicangel, twilight_rain, a guest appearance by genkitozuku and a handful of people from my Gaysians class. Oh lawd, Elisabeth on a big projection screen was just.. B-B-B-BONERS. It was so good. I was a spastic mess. Teresa, thank you for letting me babble to you! Samara, you are a jerk for not even sitting with me. Maddie, we will probably be watching this at Fanime at some point in time so you're totally welcome to join us if we can't find time to finish it up before school ends! :D ♥
Also I have realized that one of my absolute favorite parts in the entire show is the otokoyaku Yami ga Hirogaru ballet in the finale. I just.. akjdsljfkldg. When the sexy guitar kicks in at 1:30 and they do their stupid sexy knock-knock-knock-knock dance moves.. god. GOD. Those four. Can I take them home? All of them? Yuuhi, Kiriyan, Saeko and Idon'tevenknowhernicknamebecauseIonlyknowherasFranzJoseph Hatsukaze Midori? Magee in the back can come too. And Asa. Fuck, I love so many boys (..well, plus GENDER-SWAPPIN' ASA) in this cast it's not even funny. Aaaahhhhh.
Click to viewTHERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD SEXIER TO ME RIGHT NOW. ;;;; ____;;;;
In other news, I feel like absolute shit about Mother's Day. I sent Mom flowers that she got yesterday and I have stuff for her when I get home, but because I was out all goddamn day I completely forgot to call her at any reasonable hour and didn't get a chance to until I got home late tonight. I apologized profusely and she assured me it was okay, but I keep thinking about her going about her whole day today.. thinking about me, waiting on a call and getting nothing.. god, fuck, I feel so awful. Why didn't I call her first thing when I woke up? Goddamn. Mom, I am so sorry.. I've got to find some way to make it up to her. I'm choking up writing this because I feel so terrible about it. Failure Daughter of the Year award, most def mine. I will fix this somehow.
In happier news, I am expecting a completely spur of the moment visit from singingraisin and kurthy133 tomorrow! I cannot even express how pleased I was to receive a PM out of the blue on OB stating little more than "Hey, we want to come visit while you're still in MA!" Especially from friends that I've yet to get super close with (even though I've known Lisa for like a million years now) and.. aaahhh I dunno, it just made me really happy! I'm excited! I need to clean the apartment, aah.
Still super stressed. Stil super amounts of work. Still spending far too many consecutive hours talking to a particular someone. NEED TO LEARN TO MULTITASK BETTER~