Mar 03, 2008 11:49
This weekend was a serious, much-needed reminder of why I came back to school wanting to do better this semester.
It's not even that I want to make them proud, I want to give my family a reason to be as proud of me as they are.
I have my drive back and I'm ready to get back to kicking ass at school like I was at first. Things have been iffy since I got sick before Katsucon, because when I get behind I get overwhelmed and keep getting further and further into a hole. It got a little too reminiscent of last year there for a bit. I may have already messed up a bit because of this, but now I'm determined to pull myself out of it and make up for it with better grades from now on.
Basically, I want to be proud that they're proud of me instead of always feeling like "lol, why." That, and bring honor to famirry. Must bring honor to famirry.
I am so loved and so lucky and it's about time I prove how appreciative I am by working hard, if not for myself, then for them.
parents,
serious liz is serious,
family,
important,
grandparents,
introspective liz is introspective