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Wheeeeoooooo hello lifejournal. Quick update before I pass out!
Faire was an adventure this weekend. Erica's been less bitchy to me lately and I love everybody else that I work with. Also Nogga and Reed (the boy he brought last weekend who is a preschool teacher and ADORABLE) are officially together and I'm ridiculously happy for them. ;w; Anyway, Saturday was a touch of dramu but I got to see drunk_elf and that made me very happy! I camped with Kayla which involved adventures in the pouring rain and toothpaste mishaps and pooptrucks and good times. Sunday started out AWESOME (bodice actually helped my cough, $5 tip, umister CAME TO VISIT ME!! ♥♥♥) but then got exponentially less awesome when Kayla found out that her uncle (who[m?] she was really close with) passed away unexpectedly. Sooo since then, I've been playing grief counselor-chan. Which isn't so bad.. because in situations like this, all I really know how to do is offer comforts and excessive cuddles and that sort of thing.. but that really does seem to be enough to actually help a lot.
So yeah. Kayla stayed over and today we have pretty much just been lazy and sick the entire day. My bronchitis is still bad (it was significantly better at faire and seems to be coming back now, so I renewed my prescription) and she's got some other bacterial thing that ISN'T bronchitis so we're both ill and retarded. So we ate and napped and watched animu (Haibane Renmei HELLO RENEWED LOVE) all day.
I think I'm going to go with her back to Boston tomorrow and then come home Wednesday. I remember how shitty stewing in my own thoughts for seven hours was on the way back from Holland, I don't want her to go through the same thing on the four hour bus ride back up to MA. (I don't think the whole death business has really hit her so much yet, and I'd like to be there to help when it does..) So I'm going for company. It's kind of a nice feeling to be able to actually help someone just by caring about them.. so that's what I'm going to keep doing as best I can.
Also, being able to mutually care about somebody without relationship labels being necessary is nice as well. I'm not even going to get into this as I'm sure you bitches will assume it's a trainwreck waiting to happen. I'll be okay this time, really. :V I've got like, Teflon-protected heart now I think.
Oh, and Jesse finally got back to me about Biscuits & Bath stuff. He told me what I should have in my application, and that his mom would put in a good word for me. So that means ~*~*MY APPLICATION IS FINALLY SUBMITTED!*~*~ I really really really want this job! Very very very much! Please wish me luck, guys. ♥
Edit Alright, after catching up with my friends page, it's occurred to me that it really can't be as simple as just mutually caring about somebody. ._. Because even if things are okay with her, they're not okay with someone else involved. And hi, I feel terribly. I don't like hurting my friends. Not one bit. I think this needs to be discussed between all parties, because I feel so guilty being as content as I am now. Ugh fuck love triangles quadrangles polygons. Bitches be crazy.
Faire was an adventure this weekend. Erica's been less bitchy to me lately and I love everybody else that I work with. Also Nogga and Reed (the boy he brought last weekend who is a preschool teacher and ADORABLE) are officially together and I'm ridiculously happy for them. ;w; Anyway, Saturday was a touch of dramu but I got to see drunk_elf and that made me very happy! I camped with Kayla which involved adventures in the pouring rain and toothpaste mishaps and pooptrucks and good times. Sunday started out AWESOME (bodice actually helped my cough, $5 tip, umister CAME TO VISIT ME!! ♥♥♥) but then got exponentially less awesome when Kayla found out that her uncle (who[m?] she was really close with) passed away unexpectedly. Sooo since then, I've been playing grief counselor-chan. Which isn't so bad.. because in situations like this, all I really know how to do is offer comforts and excessive cuddles and that sort of thing.. but that really does seem to be enough to actually help a lot.
So yeah. Kayla stayed over and today we have pretty much just been lazy and sick the entire day. My bronchitis is still bad (it was significantly better at faire and seems to be coming back now, so I renewed my prescription) and she's got some other bacterial thing that ISN'T bronchitis so we're both ill and retarded. So we ate and napped and watched animu (Haibane Renmei HELLO RENEWED LOVE) all day.
I think I'm going to go with her back to Boston tomorrow and then come home Wednesday. I remember how shitty stewing in my own thoughts for seven hours was on the way back from Holland, I don't want her to go through the same thing on the four hour bus ride back up to MA. (I don't think the whole death business has really hit her so much yet, and I'd like to be there to help when it does..) So I'm going for company. It's kind of a nice feeling to be able to actually help someone just by caring about them.. so that's what I'm going to keep doing as best I can.
Also, being able to mutually care about somebody without relationship labels being necessary is nice as well. I'm not even going to get into this as I'm sure you bitches will assume it's a trainwreck waiting to happen. I'll be okay this time, really. :V I've got like, Teflon-protected heart now I think.
Oh, and Jesse finally got back to me about Biscuits & Bath stuff. He told me what I should have in my application, and that his mom would put in a good word for me. So that means ~*~*MY APPLICATION IS FINALLY SUBMITTED!*~*~ I really really really want this job! Very very very much! Please wish me luck, guys. ♥
Edit Alright, after catching up with my friends page, it's occurred to me that it really can't be as simple as just mutually caring about somebody. ._. Because even if things are okay with her, they're not okay with someone else involved. And hi, I feel terribly. I don't like hurting my friends. Not one bit. I think this needs to be discussed between all parties, because I feel so guilty being as content as I am now. Ugh fuck love triangles quadrangles polygons. Bitches be crazy.