Don't even bother reading if you don't wanna listen about my infamous boy-trouble
Those of you who know about my past would understand that it's not lke me to stick to a relationship longer then a month...And you also know that I have been with Jerry for almost 7 months now.
I don't know if it's just crazy little thoughts in my head or if my heart is warning me, but I think I need to get out. He's angry all the time, won't accept any of my friends, and when he has an opportunity he'll do any drug you put in his face and a lot of it. But as usual on the other hand, he's more of a gentelman then any of my past bfs, he has a good job and spoils me rotten, and he does so much for me... I wanna be with him but I hate how he's always yelling and the way he talks to his parents is almost rediculous! I was brought up to have respect for my family and he yells at his mom for the dumbest things and she just laughs (what else can you do?).
I don't know, maybe Im just running away again. Maybe Im just telling myself these things to make me wanna run. Im stuck....I care about him more then Ive cared about anyone in a VERY LONG TIME! But Im scared!!!
I just need to stop thinking....If you acctually read this and have any advice, your more then welcome to share it.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I don't know if it's just crazy little thoughts in my head or if my heart is warning me, but I think I need to get out. He's angry all the time, won't accept any of my friends, and when he has an opportunity he'll do any drug you put in his face and a lot of it. But as usual on the other hand, he's more of a gentelman then any of my past bfs, he has a good job and spoils me rotten, and he does so much for me... I wanna be with him but I hate how he's always yelling and the way he talks to his parents is almost rediculous! I was brought up to have respect for my family and he yells at his mom for the dumbest things and she just laughs (what else can you do?).
I don't know, maybe Im just running away again. Maybe Im just telling myself these things to make me wanna run. Im stuck....I care about him more then Ive cared about anyone in a VERY LONG TIME! But Im scared!!!
I just need to stop thinking....If you acctually read this and have any advice, your more then welcome to share it.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo