Im heartbroken and poor :(
Jerry and I are officially over! It'skinda sad for me though. Even though I wasn't "in-love" with him I still loved him, he was my best friend. I made the mistake of going out with him last Tuesday and he ended up staying the night and when i finally got up the courage to tell him I didn't wanna be in a relationshiip, all hell broke loose. This week has been so full of drama and screaming hurtful words I didn't really mean.... And then to make it all worse I get a text 5 minutes ago telling me to never call, text, or talk to him again and that he doesn't want anything to do with me or even Brea ever again....OUCH
I really don't understand why dating your bestfriend ends up so horrible? You'd think it would be easier because you two are so comfertible together but then things come to an end and not only do you loose a boyfriend but you loose a best friend too. It deffintly hurts way worse then falling in love and losing the one. Boys will come and go but friends are forever....so I thought?
And im officially starving! I had to come to my moms just to eat cuz I have no food and no money. I seriously think Im goin to have my midlife crisis at the age of 19! Im way too stressed out, I cannot wait to move home again....cuz then I know everything will be okay.