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you lie and you cheat and you do everything that you said you never would. you are not the same person i used to know. i'm just going to wait it out and see what happens. i have sixteen days and then my whole life will be different. maybe you will be different too. time will only tell. i'm tired of waiting. i need a time machine, for real. nobody can understand why i keep holding on. everyone tells me to forget about you. but i just can't. i don't feel like thats the right thing to do. but maybe i should realize that what i'm doing is really stupid. blahhhhhhhhhhhh.