meh
feel kindaaa odd today~
sometimes just the feeling when you realize how unreal and fake people can be and you just see it all. its werid.
or when ppl think things are 'cool' and do things just to gain 'acceptance'
when you see how nice a person can be to you at times and in front of other ppl they are diff because they are so fake
or when you know that if you say something, it will for sure be passed on to tons of other ppl... so it makes it uncomfortable to say some things anymore to some ppl.
i duno i guess its just some of the ppl i knew for a while who weren't really my friends, but we hung out and had some good times before, they just seem so fake. but they aren't to worry about because i have other amazing buddies =) who are true <3
but it just upsets me to see how fake ppl can be to gain acceptance and pretend they are your buddy and when they aren't.
*BIO- richelle makes me laugh =) didn't do hmwk AgAin.. but fluked all those hmwk questions pretty well =) and got most of the stuff and actually was interested and paid attention in class today
*EXERCISE SCI.- talked more about bones today.. hella boring...fire drill and it was quite random. did like nothing in that class as usual
*lunch- had to finish up the opening reflection for philosophy .. did a not so good job on that lol
*ART- plaster is dry, drew out plan for sculpture... carving turtles.
manu drew ghetto banana on my arm haha she draws such sweet stuff... she drew this awesome thing on jason's shoe... she has to become a tattoo artist.
*PHILOSOPHY- horribly boring, i need to start paying attention, sat with steph... fell asleep ZZzz-___-
kinda dull day
maybe its the medication which i haven't been taking at regular timing lately... = no good.
just ffeeel kinda clueless about school and i don't want to be like that but i feel so tired all the time... and subjects are kinda dull
and then i want to focus on hmwk annd not socialize as much.. but then i get tired and fall asleep again lol
just in a werid mood now i guess~
always have hope for a new day with many things awaiting you.....=)