Why does this ALWAYS happen to me?
I feel like I've got the wind knocked out of me.
Every time. Every GOD DAMMED time. Every time I might have some SORT of feelings towards someone, they turn out to be gay. I just... don't understand it. Half of the time I don't believe it. But why do I pick out the homos?! CHRIST!
And everyone WONDERS why I'm homophobic!
I mean, this is the, oh let's count, 7th person!!! *head desk* Why do I even bother? It goes against all of my advice to others; "We're too young to be dating (or anything ELSE for that matter...)", so why do I even bother lusting? It ALWAYS ends up this way.
Maybe it's me. Maybe I just turn every man I meet gay.
I knew he was trouble from the start, what with the anger problems, angstyness, alcohol use... but something drew me to him. Now I know what it was.
[note to self] Never, EVER trust a man who says they're 100% straight, absoloutely NO WAY they're gay. They're in denial. [/note]
I found a website that made me feel better about my homophobicness religously-wise. How appropriate, bible.com. So I go there and go to the "answers" page, and scroll down to 'homosexuality', and click. And do you know what I found? I was right all along. I was right all ALONG. The whole DAMNED time.
Romans 1:24-32:
24 Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:
25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompense of their error which was meet.
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.
These scriptures clearly state that these vile affections of men lusting for other men (gay men) or women lusting for other women (lesbians) are not the natural affections God created men and women to have for one another. Let me say here that God loves all homosexuals! However, He hates the deeds of homosexuality because they are sinful. God did not create any human being as a homosexual. They are not born that way, just as murderers are not born that way.
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The way I see it, it's gotta be genuine. It came from BIBLE.COM, come ON. If it's not your belief, fine, don't flame me, but it IS mine and it IS what I believe. And coming from the granddaughter of a Pastor, I DON'T intend on changing my belief.
I've been hurt in the past. I hurt now.
Whatever.
Every time. Every GOD DAMMED time. Every time I might have some SORT of feelings towards someone, they turn out to be gay. I just... don't understand it. Half of the time I don't believe it. But why do I pick out the homos?! CHRIST!
And everyone WONDERS why I'm homophobic!
I mean, this is the, oh let's count, 7th person!!! *head desk* Why do I even bother? It goes against all of my advice to others; "We're too young to be dating (or anything ELSE for that matter...)", so why do I even bother lusting? It ALWAYS ends up this way.
Maybe it's me. Maybe I just turn every man I meet gay.
I knew he was trouble from the start, what with the anger problems, angstyness, alcohol use... but something drew me to him. Now I know what it was.
[note to self] Never, EVER trust a man who says they're 100% straight, absoloutely NO WAY they're gay. They're in denial. [/note]
I found a website that made me feel better about my homophobicness religously-wise. How appropriate, bible.com. So I go there and go to the "answers" page, and scroll down to 'homosexuality', and click. And do you know what I found? I was right all along. I was right all ALONG. The whole DAMNED time.
Romans 1:24-32:
24 Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:
25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompense of their error which was meet.
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.
These scriptures clearly state that these vile affections of men lusting for other men (gay men) or women lusting for other women (lesbians) are not the natural affections God created men and women to have for one another. Let me say here that God loves all homosexuals! However, He hates the deeds of homosexuality because they are sinful. God did not create any human being as a homosexual. They are not born that way, just as murderers are not born that way.
Read more...
The way I see it, it's gotta be genuine. It came from BIBLE.COM, come ON. If it's not your belief, fine, don't flame me, but it IS mine and it IS what I believe. And coming from the granddaughter of a Pastor, I DON'T intend on changing my belief.
I've been hurt in the past. I hurt now.
Whatever.