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Hmm. I'm not sure if I ever actually left a normal post in this journal. If I have... there weren't many. So here's an update, since I'm making this an "update only" journal. This weeks been... crazy, in a word. Saturday was prom, which was the most fricking awesome night of my life. Amanda and Mark came over and we all took prom pictures in the backyard with all the spiffilicious foliage.... they came out really nice ^_^ Me and Ant couldn't stop laughing-- we couldn't keep straight faces XD Too bad... he brought me a bouquet, and that made me very happy ^^ Umm... the night itself was awesome. Didn't do too much dancing until the end, where Anthony had his "dance off" XD Crazy white boys. Then we all came back to my house for an after party, which was filled with random Queen tuneage.
Then this week was Thespian initiations.
Day 1: Goth girl, consisting of a long, spikey black wig, uber makeup, and black... everything. It was not pretty.
Day 2: Little Red Riding Hood... and Acedemic awards, held at the Holiday Inn. So I'm there, in my outfit and cape... getting the most odd looks... much fun. And I had to run around the halls screaming WOLF! THERE'S A WOLF CHASING ME!!! And I had to run into the cafeteria doing that too, in front of everyone! Oi... 8th period was great though, because my history teacher played along... XD It was AWESOME! People are STILL talking about it
Day 3: CATS fiend! I'm not sure if I was a member of the cast, or just a crazed CATS fan (like I used to be...), but I had the makeup, ears, shirt... crazy stuff. I had to run around and meow and hiss at everyone. Lunchtime, me, Chad (dressed as a cow), Scott (dressed as a Monty Python Holy Grail person), and Charlene (cowgirl) ran around the cafeteria in a crazed mass of yeowling and mooing, and yeehawing and clacking coconuts. 8th period Mr. Roth played along AGAIN, by holding up a sign that said "DOG" in which I attacked XD Awesome
Day 4: SUPER C-SHIZNIT! Yes, I was a superhero. Nothing too interesting.
Today I got a break, which made me happy, because I'm tired of making a fool of myself. 6th period was interesting, I found a note in the bathroom sink, face up, which reads:
Jesus loves you! He died for your sins! He wants for you to live for him! If you want to accept him, pray!
Then it looks as someone else wrote:
Dear God, I need you. Forgive my sins and help me live for you. Write my name in the book of life. Amen
Then someone else wrote:
This has been the greatest choice you have made!
It was really cool... I took the letter and I'm going to show it at youth group tonight ^_^ I copied it and replaced it where it was, asking the person to say who they are... I doubt it'll be there Tuesday XD But still...
I've been really stressed lately, but I'm starting to feel better, now that most of the essays fo the final are over and mascot tryouts are over and I finished and handed in my English report. I've been out of karate for almost two weeks, save for Wednesday. Belt testing is coming up, too.
I miss karate. I almost forgot bushido on Weds. ! I mean, most people probably don't have a clue what I'm talking about, but bushido is the one kata I know stance for stance, block for block, strike for strike!!! And I almost FORGOT IT! Jeebus. And Anthony has been acting weird lately. Like, he was completely uber awesome on Saturday/Sunday... I couldn't ask for more-- he seemed as happy as I was! And oh man... I was gonna have a stroke from the happy level. But now, like on Weds he barely said one word to me, or glanced my direction. I talked to him online yesterday... I say hi, and he replies "..." and I'm like what? And he goes "...." So of course, I say "What's wrong?" and he replies "nothing..." and then a whole bunch of h's O.o Like hhhhhhhhh. Now I'm royally confused, so I'm like WHAT? And he goes "nothing... just... hhhhhhhh nothing"
I'm going to karate tonight, and I will force him to talk to me... I know I only know him because of karate, and it's only been like, half a year, 2/3 year, but... I wish we were closer and like hung out. He's a really fun kid when he's not moody like this. And he always like... he treats me differently. In like, a good way. Like the way where he's never mad at me, and when he's pissed off it seems like I'm the only one who can sit with him without him biting my head off. Like one time, at the tournament, we were waiting to perform for the demo team, and he had a red robe on and I had a blue one, and his other friends had a blue one on, and he's like "Red is so much better than blue. Blue is stupid yadda yadda" and I'm like well, what about me? And he's like "No, you're different" It makes me feel special. But sometimes it makes me feel left out. I wish we were closer. Heh. Fricking immature freshmen. I'm willing to wait.
But enough about that. I went to the doctors yesterday to see the results of my MRI. Good and bad news. The bad news is that my knee cap is kinda off center, making my knee weaker and the cartilage wear. There's more friction, and the constant jumping and kicking in karate is not helping. The good news is if I do excercises to strengthen the muscle, it might help. He also said that it'll probably get better in my 20's, because by then the cartilage won't be as soft. So... now we wait.
I don't think I have much else to say... the Ant thing is really... disturbing me.
Then this week was Thespian initiations.
Day 1: Goth girl, consisting of a long, spikey black wig, uber makeup, and black... everything. It was not pretty.
Day 2: Little Red Riding Hood... and Acedemic awards, held at the Holiday Inn. So I'm there, in my outfit and cape... getting the most odd looks... much fun. And I had to run around the halls screaming WOLF! THERE'S A WOLF CHASING ME!!! And I had to run into the cafeteria doing that too, in front of everyone! Oi... 8th period was great though, because my history teacher played along... XD It was AWESOME! People are STILL talking about it
Day 3: CATS fiend! I'm not sure if I was a member of the cast, or just a crazed CATS fan (like I used to be...), but I had the makeup, ears, shirt... crazy stuff. I had to run around and meow and hiss at everyone. Lunchtime, me, Chad (dressed as a cow), Scott (dressed as a Monty Python Holy Grail person), and Charlene (cowgirl) ran around the cafeteria in a crazed mass of yeowling and mooing, and yeehawing and clacking coconuts. 8th period Mr. Roth played along AGAIN, by holding up a sign that said "DOG" in which I attacked XD Awesome
Day 4: SUPER C-SHIZNIT! Yes, I was a superhero. Nothing too interesting.
Today I got a break, which made me happy, because I'm tired of making a fool of myself. 6th period was interesting, I found a note in the bathroom sink, face up, which reads:
Jesus loves you! He died for your sins! He wants for you to live for him! If you want to accept him, pray!
Then it looks as someone else wrote:
Dear God, I need you. Forgive my sins and help me live for you. Write my name in the book of life. Amen
Then someone else wrote:
This has been the greatest choice you have made!
It was really cool... I took the letter and I'm going to show it at youth group tonight ^_^ I copied it and replaced it where it was, asking the person to say who they are... I doubt it'll be there Tuesday XD But still...
I've been really stressed lately, but I'm starting to feel better, now that most of the essays fo the final are over and mascot tryouts are over and I finished and handed in my English report. I've been out of karate for almost two weeks, save for Wednesday. Belt testing is coming up, too.
I miss karate. I almost forgot bushido on Weds. ! I mean, most people probably don't have a clue what I'm talking about, but bushido is the one kata I know stance for stance, block for block, strike for strike!!! And I almost FORGOT IT! Jeebus. And Anthony has been acting weird lately. Like, he was completely uber awesome on Saturday/Sunday... I couldn't ask for more-- he seemed as happy as I was! And oh man... I was gonna have a stroke from the happy level. But now, like on Weds he barely said one word to me, or glanced my direction. I talked to him online yesterday... I say hi, and he replies "..." and I'm like what? And he goes "...." So of course, I say "What's wrong?" and he replies "nothing..." and then a whole bunch of h's O.o Like hhhhhhhhh. Now I'm royally confused, so I'm like WHAT? And he goes "nothing... just... hhhhhhhh nothing"
I'm going to karate tonight, and I will force him to talk to me... I know I only know him because of karate, and it's only been like, half a year, 2/3 year, but... I wish we were closer and like hung out. He's a really fun kid when he's not moody like this. And he always like... he treats me differently. In like, a good way. Like the way where he's never mad at me, and when he's pissed off it seems like I'm the only one who can sit with him without him biting my head off. Like one time, at the tournament, we were waiting to perform for the demo team, and he had a red robe on and I had a blue one, and his other friends had a blue one on, and he's like "Red is so much better than blue. Blue is stupid yadda yadda" and I'm like well, what about me? And he's like "No, you're different" It makes me feel special. But sometimes it makes me feel left out. I wish we were closer. Heh. Fricking immature freshmen. I'm willing to wait.
But enough about that. I went to the doctors yesterday to see the results of my MRI. Good and bad news. The bad news is that my knee cap is kinda off center, making my knee weaker and the cartilage wear. There's more friction, and the constant jumping and kicking in karate is not helping. The good news is if I do excercises to strengthen the muscle, it might help. He also said that it'll probably get better in my 20's, because by then the cartilage won't be as soft. So... now we wait.
I don't think I have much else to say... the Ant thing is really... disturbing me.