Yes, I'm still alive
Recently my dreams haven't been that good at all. Sure, the occasional Johnny showing up is fun, but altogether the signs I'm getting are rather bad.
Seems, like there is something bad coming up. And trouble in the relationships with people around me (YES, I KNOW this -.- )
If it's "only" the second option, that is hopefully something I can deal with. Maybe it's really the best to let things rest for a while and realise what I really want. But I don't know if I can deal with other bad things. Losing my job? Someone in my family getting really sick? *sigh*
I shouldn't think too much about I guess - but well... there was this one sign about "one of my long hidden secrets getting public" something like that. Not public as in "it's in every news paper" but "people will find out about it".
There are only one or two things I don't want people to know - and I highly doubt they will stop talking to me if they find out...
Seems, like there is something bad coming up. And trouble in the relationships with people around me (YES, I KNOW this -.- )
If it's "only" the second option, that is hopefully something I can deal with. Maybe it's really the best to let things rest for a while and realise what I really want. But I don't know if I can deal with other bad things. Losing my job? Someone in my family getting really sick? *sigh*
I shouldn't think too much about I guess - but well... there was this one sign about "one of my long hidden secrets getting public" something like that. Not public as in "it's in every news paper" but "people will find out about it".
There are only one or two things I don't want people to know - and I highly doubt they will stop talking to me if they find out...