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I feel SO good.
I start school in a week, and I'm so excited. I pick up my digital camera today =D It's going to be a good school year =)
I finished training at the Hampton so now I wont be working the horrible 9:30 - 4, 5 - 10 shifts. Well, sometimes but not nearly as often, if at all really.
I haven't spent time with anyone really this summer. I've been so busy, the only time I have free is after 10:30 pm, which is too late to be making plans with people. I feel bad, I honestly do. I haven't seen Brittany or Crystal, Ryan or Jay in ages. The only person I see really is Steven and that's cause he's half living with me. And Jared and Kei of course. But Jared and I live together, so that kind of a given =P
Living on my own is awesome. Given, I haven't started paying the bills yet.. but still =P I'm loving it, I'm loving having my own place (OBVIOUSLY with Jared, I mean away from Parents =P). I like how I always do things at the right time. I'm always ready for things, I never feel overwhelmed like I've done something beyond what I can handle. I keep pace with all of my decisions and I work for it. I like having resonsibility, having something to work at/for. It gives me energy, goals. It prevents me from getting bored with life =P
I have never felt so good.
And Steven. Oh Steven. What a wonderful boy. He has done so much for me, and I love him dearly. I enjoy waking up next to him in the mornings, and I miss him the days he isn't there. No one has ever made me feel so content. I love how he picks me up from work and spends time with me late at night, because it's the only time we have to see each other. I like how we can laugh at the most un-opportune moments, times when it laughing should make it uncomfortable and awkward.. and it's cool. It's normal. It's natural. I like how he pays attention, and I don't have to repeatedly tell him things. I like how he wants me around, because he finds me comforting. We don't put any expectations on ourselves, no labels. We just are. We're just happy. =)
/end gush
I miss my friends and I hope that I will be able to find the time to see everyone. I'm happy, not so healthy (I get to go see a cardiologist and a geneologist soon.. they wanna know what's wrong with me =S) But I'm GOOD. There's is little more I could ask for to improve me life. Mostly, TIME. Always more time.
I love my friends, I love my family, I love my life, I love my future and I love me.
I wanna go cuddle up in bed with some of Jareds home-made cheese and broccoli soup and read a good book or watch a movie. Or maybe go outside and enjoy the summer day. I don't wanna work. I want to explore, I want to go.
/ends happy gushy, lovey-dovey post.
I start school in a week, and I'm so excited. I pick up my digital camera today =D It's going to be a good school year =)
I finished training at the Hampton so now I wont be working the horrible 9:30 - 4, 5 - 10 shifts. Well, sometimes but not nearly as often, if at all really.
I haven't spent time with anyone really this summer. I've been so busy, the only time I have free is after 10:30 pm, which is too late to be making plans with people. I feel bad, I honestly do. I haven't seen Brittany or Crystal, Ryan or Jay in ages. The only person I see really is Steven and that's cause he's half living with me. And Jared and Kei of course. But Jared and I live together, so that kind of a given =P
Living on my own is awesome. Given, I haven't started paying the bills yet.. but still =P I'm loving it, I'm loving having my own place (OBVIOUSLY with Jared, I mean away from Parents =P). I like how I always do things at the right time. I'm always ready for things, I never feel overwhelmed like I've done something beyond what I can handle. I keep pace with all of my decisions and I work for it. I like having resonsibility, having something to work at/for. It gives me energy, goals. It prevents me from getting bored with life =P
I have never felt so good.
And Steven. Oh Steven. What a wonderful boy. He has done so much for me, and I love him dearly. I enjoy waking up next to him in the mornings, and I miss him the days he isn't there. No one has ever made me feel so content. I love how he picks me up from work and spends time with me late at night, because it's the only time we have to see each other. I like how we can laugh at the most un-opportune moments, times when it laughing should make it uncomfortable and awkward.. and it's cool. It's normal. It's natural. I like how he pays attention, and I don't have to repeatedly tell him things. I like how he wants me around, because he finds me comforting. We don't put any expectations on ourselves, no labels. We just are. We're just happy. =)
/end gush
I miss my friends and I hope that I will be able to find the time to see everyone. I'm happy, not so healthy (I get to go see a cardiologist and a geneologist soon.. they wanna know what's wrong with me =S) But I'm GOOD. There's is little more I could ask for to improve me life. Mostly, TIME. Always more time.
I love my friends, I love my family, I love my life, I love my future and I love me.
I wanna go cuddle up in bed with some of Jareds home-made cheese and broccoli soup and read a good book or watch a movie. Or maybe go outside and enjoy the summer day. I don't wanna work. I want to explore, I want to go.
/ends happy gushy, lovey-dovey post.