Jan 01, 2007 03:40
I feel amazing. I'm so happy, I'm shaking. I brought '07 in with a bang, had a blast.. and today has just been.. amazing! Went to a house party, ate pizza bagels (the only thing I've really been able to stumach.. go figure =P), I LIKED the way I looked tonight, watched Jackass II (gross but damn hilarious!), played the WII, laughed, had fun.. then at 12 had a glass of Champaign (spelling?), toasted and I got my New Years kiss. Everyone hung out.. Scott really pushed me to do something I was really afraid of.. but I did it! I worked out things with Warren, had a long talk and spent some time with him. I am just.. rediculously happy. Tomorrow I get to lay back and just.. cool it. Maybe I'll clean my room? Do some of the shit I've been planning on? Who cares! Tuesday I got grad dress shopping with my mom, we hit the chiropractic office and maybe we'll have a girls night? Wednesday I go to the doctor about me not eatting (which is becoming a really big problem, seriously). I have a hundred New Years resolutions this year, it's going to be a difficult year, but when it comes down to it I'm just going to make sure I'm HAPPY. I think I deserve it, I don't care if no one else does. I don't care if people talk behind my back, and I have people that I KNOW I can trust and confide in and that they would never tell a soul. I'm just.... so happy right now, I may start crying. I'm just.. *sigh*
Hope everyones New Years was at least HALF of what mine has been.. we'd have ALOT of very happy people. Here we go.. 2007.. the year I've been waiting for for almost my entire life. Let's make it a good one guys.