Well...
In the past 48 hours I have spent 24 of them working. Saturday we were so busy I was near running in circles all day it felt like. That was the day before Mother's day, I worked 14 hours that day. 0.0 I'm crazy but my check this coming Friday will be for a full 80 hour two week. :D
There's this girl who works out on the sales floor, Robyn, I keep considering on asking out. I'm not sure I want to or not...to an extent I find myself worrying about ruining my friendship with her if things go sour. I don't think things would get ruined though, she's a reasonable gal. I think I am just using it as an excuse to not try. I am finding myself using all sort of little reasons like that to not try lately. I think a large fear of loss and rejection has burrowed deep inside and won't let go. I think I will just go for it and ask her out next time I see her. Maybe...
I have been using work lately as my psuedo workout. Well it really is just not a traditional one. Today I was pushing myself and basically running for a good portion of the day. I did well, I kind of kept a good pace and stayed away from running out of breath. I am going to keep chipping away at it and keep on working on being in shape.
I'm hungry and I need to go write some. Talk to you later ;)
There's this girl who works out on the sales floor, Robyn, I keep considering on asking out. I'm not sure I want to or not...to an extent I find myself worrying about ruining my friendship with her if things go sour. I don't think things would get ruined though, she's a reasonable gal. I think I am just using it as an excuse to not try. I am finding myself using all sort of little reasons like that to not try lately. I think a large fear of loss and rejection has burrowed deep inside and won't let go. I think I will just go for it and ask her out next time I see her. Maybe...
I have been using work lately as my psuedo workout. Well it really is just not a traditional one. Today I was pushing myself and basically running for a good portion of the day. I did well, I kind of kept a good pace and stayed away from running out of breath. I am going to keep chipping away at it and keep on working on being in shape.
I'm hungry and I need to go write some. Talk to you later ;)