Will I live today?
Well this past Tuesday I bought my first car!!! It's a Saturn SC2 '98 with 70K miles. It gives me an errie sort of feeling that it just belongs in my life and so a sort of content mood is mostly what it brings. Maybe my excitement is just slightly doused by the fact I am scared to shit that I am making progress on my plans.
In other news I have green hair and YASMIN IS COMING TO VISIT ME!! FOR A WHOLE WEEK!!! I can't even begin toimagine how excited and happy I am...it means a million things yet none of them really matter because just spending time with her is the real important thing. Her smile, her lovely voice, her presence still makes my heart skip a beat. I simply cannot describe her affect on me, all I can say is I hope she doesn't leave my life. I hope we could have a future even...maybe.
Sarah got a boyfriend, Sam. He makes her incredibly happy...I wish I could be more happy for her but in the pit of my chest I feel it won't last and he will hurt her. I hope I am wrong for once.
I didn't move to the overnight backroom at Target but now I work dayside backroom. What it means exactly is yet to be seen.
I have several new ideas for writting a book and I hope to set it into motion sometime soon...I just need to stop being so lazy...if they only had an operation or cure for laziness.
In other news I have green hair and YASMIN IS COMING TO VISIT ME!! FOR A WHOLE WEEK!!! I can't even begin toimagine how excited and happy I am...it means a million things yet none of them really matter because just spending time with her is the real important thing. Her smile, her lovely voice, her presence still makes my heart skip a beat. I simply cannot describe her affect on me, all I can say is I hope she doesn't leave my life. I hope we could have a future even...maybe.
Sarah got a boyfriend, Sam. He makes her incredibly happy...I wish I could be more happy for her but in the pit of my chest I feel it won't last and he will hurt her. I hope I am wrong for once.
I didn't move to the overnight backroom at Target but now I work dayside backroom. What it means exactly is yet to be seen.
I have several new ideas for writting a book and I hope to set it into motion sometime soon...I just need to stop being so lazy...if they only had an operation or cure for laziness.