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so yeah i have been trying hard to act like this accident didnt hurt me...i am flipping out inside...why would a fucking truck driver actually swerve into me on purpose and why is he not being held on attempted manslaughter...that this man is actualy going to go free with just 50000 buck bond i am flipping out the god damn canadian almost killed me and melissa and cathleen...on fucking purpose i am a fucking wreck...i cant stop thinking about this shit and all i wanna do is see this man dead...i am so upset...why couldnt i be the one who was injured most why was i the only one who didnt have to go to the hospitol...i just cant stand the image runnning through my head over and over again which is has..i am just so scared and angry...and there is nothing i can do..why would anyone do this and do it on purpose...i fucking hate the people in this world they make me sick...