May 03, 2004 13:07
something in my chest. stinging pain.
my left arm's been hurting too. it doesn't hurt now but every once in a while it starts to hurt. something inside it. might be because of continuous pressing of F5 button.
Saw a dream of LazyDog rubbing my back ^_____^
Mmm..
Last night was terrible. Had problems with getting sleep. And felt like something was squeezing my chest inside and it hurt lots.
Hate my right arm. Can't do anything properly. It's hurting too.
Last autumn when he wrote his goodbyes, he had something good to say about everyone. I tried to think of something I would say as my last words to my parents and my brother. And I can't think of anything. Too bitter.
There was no school for me today. Stupid people don't have to go there. Maybe I should leave the school as I can't be bothered to go there anymore.
Something in my eye.
He can't be dead. He just can't.
vittu. tappakaa mut kun ette osaa auttaa mitenkään muuten.