It was nothing interesting... just a list of things I don't want to be and things I want to be... :/ Have to add "dead" on the list of things I want to be :( I don't want to go to my bed ever again. I hate it. Keep thinking of him. And there's absolutely no one I could talk about it. None of the Finns I know cares. And I think it seems like I'm just begging for pity or something if I talk about him. Because I should be over it already... well... no. No one thinks I should be over it anytime soon but. I don't know. They think I shouldn't go on about him anymore. I asked him a couple of months ago why can't I see my imaginary friends anymore and he said that I don't need them that he's there for me. Then I asked but who should I talk to about him. And he said that I can talk to him about him. Who am I supposed to talk about anything now?
Hmm.. I don't know if I'm quite replying to what you said... Mmh.. would probably go on for hours but I'm at school and gotta go now or I'll miss my bus... like I did many times in the autumn when I stayed at school talking with Flyn.
I asked him a couple of months ago why can't I see my imaginary friends anymore and he said that I don't need them that he's there for me. Then I asked but who should I talk to about him. And he said that I can talk to him about him. Who am I supposed to talk about anything now?
Hmm.. I don't know if I'm quite replying to what you said... Mmh.. would probably go on for hours but I'm at school and gotta go now or I'll miss my bus... like I did many times in the autumn when I stayed at school talking with Flyn.
Reply
Leave a comment