so beautiful out
it's so nice out. the whole getting darker later thing is really working for me. it's getting me into a summer mentality, which isnt so good for school work, but also i dont really care, so its fine. it makes me want to be outside obviously, and it makes me want to be with my friends, and makes me want to be in a good mood. so i am.
i cant wait until this summer. this is going to be the first summer that i have ever stayed home by choice. when i was little i had to stay home because i was little, then i went to sleep away camp for 3 years. going into freshman year i didnt want to go back, so i stayed home by default. i dont really remember what i did, aside from taking a lot of showers. i took a lot. like, two or more a day. it as odd. anyways, going into tenth grade i went to camp again, this past summer i was in israel, and that brings us up to date. for some reason i have in the back of my head that i'm going to have a summer that trashy teen movies are made of, and im so excited. that probably wont happen, but im looking forward to more freedom that i will gain with my 17th birthday, and to the total lack of responsibility that comes along with summer. and who knows, maybe i'll get my license and drive somewhere far away, just because i can.
and im really happy that i'll be home, because then i wont have to worry about taking pictures. i have a really hard time with that. in israel after about 2 rolls of film, i realized that all my pictures were either of buildings that i had forgotten the names of, or they were of the same 3 people smiling infront of different trees that had been planted to honor someones memory. so i stopped having people posing for pictures and my other 6 rolls of film are of the backs of peoples heads. and since i'm not going anywhere fancy, no pictures!!!!!!!
if anyone else is going to be home this summer, PLEASE tell me what youre doing. i need a job. i want to work at the framers workshop, but they probably wont hire me, plus i want to do this 3 week community service thing, but that would really interfere with the whole job thing. hmmm.
i need summer goals. im really excited to make them. for now...back to the english and history papers that are calling my name.
i cant wait until this summer. this is going to be the first summer that i have ever stayed home by choice. when i was little i had to stay home because i was little, then i went to sleep away camp for 3 years. going into freshman year i didnt want to go back, so i stayed home by default. i dont really remember what i did, aside from taking a lot of showers. i took a lot. like, two or more a day. it as odd. anyways, going into tenth grade i went to camp again, this past summer i was in israel, and that brings us up to date. for some reason i have in the back of my head that i'm going to have a summer that trashy teen movies are made of, and im so excited. that probably wont happen, but im looking forward to more freedom that i will gain with my 17th birthday, and to the total lack of responsibility that comes along with summer. and who knows, maybe i'll get my license and drive somewhere far away, just because i can.
and im really happy that i'll be home, because then i wont have to worry about taking pictures. i have a really hard time with that. in israel after about 2 rolls of film, i realized that all my pictures were either of buildings that i had forgotten the names of, or they were of the same 3 people smiling infront of different trees that had been planted to honor someones memory. so i stopped having people posing for pictures and my other 6 rolls of film are of the backs of peoples heads. and since i'm not going anywhere fancy, no pictures!!!!!!!
if anyone else is going to be home this summer, PLEASE tell me what youre doing. i need a job. i want to work at the framers workshop, but they probably wont hire me, plus i want to do this 3 week community service thing, but that would really interfere with the whole job thing. hmmm.
i need summer goals. im really excited to make them. for now...back to the english and history papers that are calling my name.