staring at the wall...wanting answers...
my bleeding heart becomes entangled in this twisted torment of fate...
How can I be so full of this intangible feeling I did nothing to create
I sit here...breathless...my heart palpitating through my chest
echoing off the walls...as my ever-changing emotions are caressed
by the hands of time, distance...charm...deep blue eyes...and memories
torn between logic...physical attraction...unyielding morality...
I no longer am complete...a piece of me remains...there...
but what we had has...diminished...though unfair
and there in lies the solution to my dying faith...
for there exists only a fine line between love and hate...
but I am no longer there...I've moved on...I feel safe in new arms...
yet, the whisper of what was still lingers...deep inside I feel charmed
I want to go one...to forget...to feel only what I want...composure
but I need to break what was only bent...I need closure
how...how do you close something that was opening so wide?
only smiles, laughs, emotion, and intimate moments hidden inside...
oh but to be able to fully give in to the icy blue eyes...
that now stare into my soul...making me shiver...I want to hide
A tug of war...my emotions fighting over my heart squeezing...killing
gasping for air, I feel myself choking...why am I so willing...
let me go...let me be...let me move on...let me get over you
I have those blue eyes, I have laughter, I have fun, I have me
I don't want to be unfaithful, even in my thoughts, and I won't be
so get out of my mind...stop haunting me with you're memory
your actions, you're thoughts, you're ideas, I'm letting go...let me be
the void is filled...the cracks and wholes will fill in time...
You'll always be in my heart...but no longer in my mind...
my heart can only handle so much...and its screaming to be released...
drowing out only what I want to hear...when will it cease?
numb from the pain, I only want to crawl up inside myself...and cry...
and as I say good bye, I cringe and shudder as a part of me dies...
How can I be so full of this intangible feeling I did nothing to create
I sit here...breathless...my heart palpitating through my chest
echoing off the walls...as my ever-changing emotions are caressed
by the hands of time, distance...charm...deep blue eyes...and memories
torn between logic...physical attraction...unyielding morality...
I no longer am complete...a piece of me remains...there...
but what we had has...diminished...though unfair
and there in lies the solution to my dying faith...
for there exists only a fine line between love and hate...
but I am no longer there...I've moved on...I feel safe in new arms...
yet, the whisper of what was still lingers...deep inside I feel charmed
I want to go one...to forget...to feel only what I want...composure
but I need to break what was only bent...I need closure
how...how do you close something that was opening so wide?
only smiles, laughs, emotion, and intimate moments hidden inside...
oh but to be able to fully give in to the icy blue eyes...
that now stare into my soul...making me shiver...I want to hide
A tug of war...my emotions fighting over my heart squeezing...killing
gasping for air, I feel myself choking...why am I so willing...
let me go...let me be...let me move on...let me get over you
I have those blue eyes, I have laughter, I have fun, I have me
I don't want to be unfaithful, even in my thoughts, and I won't be
so get out of my mind...stop haunting me with you're memory
your actions, you're thoughts, you're ideas, I'm letting go...let me be
the void is filled...the cracks and wholes will fill in time...
You'll always be in my heart...but no longer in my mind...
my heart can only handle so much...and its screaming to be released...
drowing out only what I want to hear...when will it cease?
numb from the pain, I only want to crawl up inside myself...and cry...
and as I say good bye, I cringe and shudder as a part of me dies...