sitting here...

[karoothers]

Yep, it;s that soecial time again, sitting here in what is supposed to chemistry once again with absolutly nothing to do, which is, might I add so much fun. Anyway, dude, I had the most awesome day yesterday. Actually, it really sucked. I mean, I woke up with like 2 minutes to get to school, I was late, missed every single free throw I shot that morning, then had to sit through the gayest muscical in the world in spanish...it just wasn;t good. Lunch sucked and during athletics we watched our game against Locust Fork, and good lord, was that just depressing. I still can't believe we won. That was some come back, let me tell you. It was like 16 to 0 in the first quarter! Yeah, and then in band, to just make everything better, oh joy, we had a test over some scale, adn considering not only completely forget, I've like never played that scale before in my life, not that its hard or anything, but I have also not even looked at my flute in like a week, so it just wasn't pretty. I hate Mr. Cornette. I don't hate a lot of people either, he just makes me sick. He has his favorites int he class and he just doesn't like me and by god, that makes me mad! Well, then I get home, yell alot, and guess who decides to make an appearence. Yep, the one and only Cha-chi Fiaccato, oh joy. And of course, we get into over skateboarding of all things. I tell him I'm getting a skate board and of course it's like oh, I'm better than you blah blah, and I was just like, get over yourself, I've been skating like what a total of 4 times? I'm just happy I can ollie. He just really ticks me off. Then it was back to school once again for our game. Oh lord. I get to school and while just shooting around, of course, I miss every shot I take, which just makes everything so much better. Then it comes time to load the bus, and of course, no one to sit with, cause yeah, I'm a loser and I have no friends. All the other girls on the team kinda already have their friends and their inside jokes, and I feel like such an outsider, which really doesn't help with the whole self esteem bubble deflation thing. We get to the game, the gym sucks, and we have to sit through the b-team's game. I felt so dumb, just sitting there, no one to talk to...no friends, I hate that feeling. I hate lonliness, and I felt really lonely right about then...what's worse, is there were people all around me.::sigh:: Well, we changed after the first quarter so we could shot at half, which I again missed every shot. Then, the game. We go in the locer room to stretch and get read and all that jazz, and then, oh this would be my life, I bend down to stretch and sam, who is practicing her high kicks, kicks me square in the face. I swear, unimaginable pain. I never cry, but my eyes were just like automatically watering. It was horrible. Then it went blue and some lady ran to get ice. I couldn't really feel it for a while, just kinda numb. But later, after the game, which was like omg, I almost had an anurism! we lost 35-34! One more shot! and we would have won if coach didn't call time out right when ashley made the shot! Oh, and I got to play! For like 3 minutes this time! It was quite exhilarating! Well, afterwords, nose pain bad. Had to get ice, and trust me, man did I feel kewl trying to cheer on the guys with a bag of ice on my face. Then I went tot eh trainer and after commenting on how crooked my nose was, he gave me some advil. It still hurt though...
well, I think the bell's gonna ring so I'll finish this later...