hello...

[karoothers]

well, let's see...I'm not sure if you know this, but oh yeah, my life completely sucks...Nothing seems to be going right for me at the moment. I mean, this just isn't the kinda of place I need to be. I love the trees, I love the grass, I love all the things to do, it's just, the people, they aren't my kinda people. I mean, nothing against them, most are pretty nice, but it's just, no one's open and like, you know, into the same things as me. I need crazy people, everyone here are all...sane and normal. ::shrugs:: Well, this would be Saturday night, and well, yeah, I'm at home cause I have no life. I was supposed to go see Texas Chain Saw Massacre at the the drive in tonight, but of course, I had to work. Theresa changed my schedule at the last minute and I couldn't get out of it so that really sucked. Yesterday was the Scholar's Bowl Meet, oh joy. Brandon stayed the night so he wouldn't have to get up at 4:00. We ended up over sleeping though, of course, and so we woke up around what, 5:30 ish? had to be at school by 6:00 am, and we both needed showers. Needless to say it was rather hectic. We made to school around 10 after. Late as always. There were only 7 people going, so we all piled into mrs. Mckay's blazer, and mrs. Lindsey's van. This one kid, Andrew Talley, means well, but omg, most annoying person I think I;ve ever met, so of course we were all trying to not ride with the guy. Ended up all the kewl kids got the van, brandon, jarrod, drew, chase, and myself. Bethany and Talley got the blazer. Very long ride. I planned on sleeping the whole way, but that was out of the question. We ended up quizzing for awhile, then we all played Geography. That was a blast...it was actually quite funny. I kept giving chase places that ended with A and he was about to shot me...so great. I was freezing, because, omg, there was like frost onteh ground that morning. I was freaking out cause, oh I don't know, I haven't seen frost in like 3 years! I thought it was snow. Not to mention, it was literally freezing outside, and me being the idiot that I was, I did not bring a jacket. Well, there are apparently nice people in the world. Drew, who seems to be cold-blooded or something, gave me his jacket so I did not freeze to death, which was thoughtful. Then we finally arrived to Jasper, our destination. It was a college of some sort, very small, lots of columns, kinda stiff looking people walking around. yeah, loads of fun. Well, because I;ve never been to a meet before, and I have no real clue as to what is going on, I was simply a spectater, so I just watched. I nearly strangled myself whenever no one on our teamed buzzed in for the some of the easiest questions in teh world, like what disease broke out in febuary of this year in china. Omg people, SARS. We ended doing pretty good though. Would have gone to playoffs, cause we tied for second, however, The other team beat us buy 10 pts., 505 to 515. That's one question. Grrr...::shrugs:: we got free Chic-fil-la so that was kewl and I saw the most awesome sacony's I've ever seen, green with green. ::grin:: the ride back was even longer, cause mrs. Mckay had to go back early soo we all had to pile in the van, adn I ended up in the back in between Talley and Drew. Oh lord. I just wanted to sleep, but could I? NO! They both kept tickling me and poking me, and just ahh. Got back to school around 3:15 or so, and brandon was supposed to take me home, but he just decided to leave. Luckily I had my phone, but mom wasn't home, and I of course assumed that nanny didn't have her car, so I was like, ahh. I was walking back from my locker, when suddednly Drew appeared, I had though he already left, and was like, you need a ride. I was like I don;t know yet, but even if I did, I couldn't tell you where I lived. I called nanny back and it turned out she did have her car, so she came to get me. I live like 20 minutes away though, so Drew, being the great guy that he is, stayed until she arrived. I found out that the football players have to like follow these interesting diets and stuff. Interesting stuff. I didn't get home until after 4:00, which really sucked, because I had a scrimage basketball game that night, and I had to be there at 5:30, and I was really dead tired. So I slept til 5:00 then through on some flip flops and headed to school. Our game didn't start untl like 6:30 or so, cause the jv boys played before us. At their half time, we changed. I felt really nervous, I mean, my heart was like palpitating and palms were sweaty...so many people...very scary. Then, the moment came, and the buzzer rang and we all ran out and started warming up. I swear my heart stopped everytime I shot a layup. I can't believe I actually made som of them. Then the game started. There are 11 girls on the team, 5 on 5 meaning one would always be out, and of course, that was me. Then coach was like, go in for Brooke. I was really nervous. Everyone was watching. Ahhh! Not to mention, I didn't know half the plays, didn't have a clue what I was supposed to be doing. ::shakes head:: I was just horrible. I felt like such an idiot. I don't think I like spectator sports, like at all. Basketball just isn't my thing. Afterword, coach said we actually did pretty good, and that we all pushed it and he was proud, so that was kewl, I though he was gonna yell at me or something. Everyone else was really nice about it too. I had 50 people tell me I did great. I was just thinking to myself, did you not see me out there? ::sighs:: Still made me feel better though. The varsity boys played next, so I stayed to watch and socialize. Drew and Danny showed up. David was there, along with Amy, Megan, Jill, and some other kewl kids. You know, I really wish Drew didn't like me. It's so obvious, he constantly stares, and always smiles at me. It just makes me uncomfortable. I don't like him back, I can't, my heart still with someone else...::sigh:: and god, do I miss him. I can't even think about a relationship, I still hurt to much. I just want a friend, and Drew is really kewl to hang out with and talk to. Prolly the only person I feel like I can really talk to, mostly because he reminds me so much of Aaron. Anyway, we were all talking and just chilling, and it was kinda kewl. Almost felt like I had friends, and yeah, just kewl. Everyone in my grade were going to this place called Zacksbee's after the game to eat, but it was in Gunersville, which is 45 minutes away, and I don't drive, cars still in the shop, so I was pretty sure that wouldn't happen. While I was waiting on my mom, I was talking with some of the senoirs and stuff, adn Richard invited me to go with them to huddle House in Oneiona to eat, and I was thinking, kewl, so I asked mom when she finally got there and she actually said yes. So I rode with him and Deidra, his girlfriend, (homecoming queen, best player on the Basketball team, most attractive, really nice, and really kewl, believe it or not) It was really kewl, cause everyone was like great game misty, see ya later, and just talking to me...I felt really included which was kewl. First we all met at amico, where we ran into Robert and people, and you guessed it, Drew. he;s like everywhere, its creepy. At Huddle House, it was all senoirs, Mary Glenn, Cole, Clint, Brittany, and people. I felt kinda dumb, cause I was ocnstantly talking, but they were laughing so I guess it was that bad. I kinda freaked everyone out when I ordered a ham and cheese omlette, biscuits and gray, sausage, and pancakes. They thought I was crazy. Three huge plates of food, and I cleaned everyone of them. Everyone was like, amazed. I felt kinda dumb, cause everyone else had like a waffle. I ended up getting ripped off though, so that kinda sucked. Rich adn Deidra dropped me off at amico, cause I dont' know where I live, boy am I kewl. They were really nice, and Rich is really kewl. never really tlaked to him before, but he was actually a great guy. Deidra is really lucky and they're really cute together. Mom was kinda upset my dinner cost so much, but she;ll get over it. And on the the way home I called drew because I had told him I would call later that night to make plans for paintball. We ended up talking for like 4 hours, or I shoud say I talked. I guess I just was longing for someone to talk to, about random stuff like I always used to do. We didn't even discuss paintball. It was actually pretty kewl and I felt alot better, just venting and stuff. I guess talking relaxes me and it was kewl to have someone I could talk to for a change, and not be limited because of distance. I think Drew was a little shocked to realize just how long we talked. Didn't hang up unitl 4:00 in the morning. ::grin:: By that time I was so tired I got to the point where I kept drifting off and he would say something and I would start to answer and then say something crazy cause I was like dreaming. Like he said I was tlaking about paper or something just randomly, and he was like misty what are you talking about and I was like what? Did I say something? That was a little crazy and embarrassing. ::smiles:: I didn't wake up until like 2:30 today. I was so dead, and kinda sick too. Took a really long shower which didn't really help then got ready for work. Had to be at work by 4:00 so I had time to eat and that was like it. Work really sucked. theresa is really, just a female dog. And we always seem to suddenly have a rush of people when we have no chicken. It was not kewl. And during one of these rushes, guess who stopped by just to say hi? Oh, none other than, yes you guessed it, Drew. That was really sweet of him, but as I said, I wish he didn't like me. If I knew he just liked me as a friend, it would be much kewler. But I can't even look at him cause he's always looking at me with this like, obvious inflatuation on his face. It;s like he's completely twitterpatted or something. Ahhh...what do you do? Still, it did make me feel loved that someone cared enough to come by and visit me. That was kewl. I had to close tonight, and omg, talk about horrible. I hate cleaning. I had to do the bathrooms too and that was the most disgusting thing in the entire world. Can you say ew? The woman's wasn't a problem, but the guys? OMG, someone was like sick or something. I mean, I didn't known that much feces could come out of one individual. So gross. I had to get a plunger. ::cringes at remebering. Even though I wore gloves, I think I scrubbed my hands like 50 times. Then there were all the dishes to do and the floors. I didn't get done until 10:00. So exhausted. Mom came and got me and informed that we're going to the flea market tomarrow, and to get me some carpet for my room. Loads of fun. That means I have to get up at 6:00 am. ::sigh:: I have to be at work at 10:00, and then basketball from 1:30 -3:00 not to mention loads of homework. ::sigh:: it never ends. Well, I;m dead and I;m going to be even more dead tomarrow, so I must be going...I love everyone and god, do I miss my firends. Where are you guys! I don't know if I can wait another month to see my aaron and meagan and afton and davey and landon and dwight and james and keating and bruner and amy and devin and everyone else...ya'll are too great for words, and you all mean the world to me...sweet dreams to all...
Lots of Love,
The one, the only,
~Karoothers~