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Hey everybodies..
Yesterday was awesome! Went to lauren mackes party...had lots of fun there..LOTZ
Then i came home (cause i was the only boy there and all the other ppl were spendin the night) and nate came over to spend the night as kinda his bday present cause yes, yesterday was NATHANIELS 14TH BDAY!!!!
We stayed up till like 1ish just messin around...what was kool is we went to this new house construction and got on the roof and just talked for like an hour and a half..it brought back some memories.
Well newayz..I got a question for all u ppl out there..
How do u tell the difference between love and lust? That's something that i've been asking myself after something cheltz said at the party...She said she worries whether i lust her and not love her...and i've been thinking myself..is it possible that i don't love her...just tell me this..Is is lust when i call her everyday just to talk to her? is it lust that i write songs about her? is it lust when i've been going out with her for this long? is it lust that i play those songs for her and make a tape of songs that remind me of her and i? Is it lust when i wanna spend everyminute of my time either talking to her or being with her? is it lust when i can't think about nething else but her sometimes? I'm very sure in my mind that i love her...i don't think i've ever been more sure...but just help me out here pplz tell me is it love or lust?
Oh and one more thing...that i wanted to save for last...cause as everyone knows we save hte best for last....
HAPPY 9 MONTH ANNIVERSARY CHELTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy god....nine months...that's like...more than a half a year..that's almost a whole year. Wow
It seems life is so perfect right now....soo perfect.
i think...speechless is the word for how i feel right now
9 months cheltz
and i'm sure
We'll have nine months more
Yesterday was awesome! Went to lauren mackes party...had lots of fun there..LOTZ
Then i came home (cause i was the only boy there and all the other ppl were spendin the night) and nate came over to spend the night as kinda his bday present cause yes, yesterday was NATHANIELS 14TH BDAY!!!!
We stayed up till like 1ish just messin around...what was kool is we went to this new house construction and got on the roof and just talked for like an hour and a half..it brought back some memories.
Well newayz..I got a question for all u ppl out there..
How do u tell the difference between love and lust? That's something that i've been asking myself after something cheltz said at the party...She said she worries whether i lust her and not love her...and i've been thinking myself..is it possible that i don't love her...just tell me this..Is is lust when i call her everyday just to talk to her? is it lust that i write songs about her? is it lust when i've been going out with her for this long? is it lust that i play those songs for her and make a tape of songs that remind me of her and i? Is it lust when i wanna spend everyminute of my time either talking to her or being with her? is it lust when i can't think about nething else but her sometimes? I'm very sure in my mind that i love her...i don't think i've ever been more sure...but just help me out here pplz tell me is it love or lust?
Oh and one more thing...that i wanted to save for last...cause as everyone knows we save hte best for last....
HAPPY 9 MONTH ANNIVERSARY CHELTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy god....nine months...that's like...more than a half a year..that's almost a whole year. Wow
It seems life is so perfect right now....soo perfect.
i think...speechless is the word for how i feel right now
9 months cheltz
and i'm sure
We'll have nine months more