This is most in responce to a friends post on Xanga than anything else btw
So much drama in the world!!!
In my life there is drama and im fucking single!!! I figured, well maybe im not dating anyone but AT LEAST I wont have to deal with so much bullshit
Not just my life though but my friends life. My friends boyfriends life. My friends boyfriends brothers life. My acquaintances, people I dont know, people I want to know, people I should know, people who know me. So much. TOO much.
what the fuck.
How old are we?! We are too young for this! Why does EVERYONE want a relationship at such a young age. I mean a serious relationship. People who act like a married couple and spend every waking moment texting each other.
And yes, I did it too.
BUT WHY?
Because I wanted to know I was loved. I feel alone when Im not with someone. But what I need to realize is that I NEED to be alone. I cant do it. Ive dealt with it before and I cant. Not now.
I want to go to college and have fun. YES! I want a random fucking make out session with someone who's name I MAY not know.
Call me a skank but I want to have fun.
Yeah life is short, but living it all so early just causes problems. I dont want to be attached. I want to spend a night getting dressed up with my single friends, putting on makeup and comparing panties. Talking about who we think is cute, who we think likes us, yeah, high school shit.
I dont want to grow up yet. Im not ready.
I want to graduate from college, join the peace corps. and spend five years of my life working with tigers in another country. Im not letting someone else hold me down.
This time is the only time for me, and im going to live it.
Whos with me?
In my life there is drama and im fucking single!!! I figured, well maybe im not dating anyone but AT LEAST I wont have to deal with so much bullshit
Not just my life though but my friends life. My friends boyfriends life. My friends boyfriends brothers life. My acquaintances, people I dont know, people I want to know, people I should know, people who know me. So much. TOO much.
what the fuck.
How old are we?! We are too young for this! Why does EVERYONE want a relationship at such a young age. I mean a serious relationship. People who act like a married couple and spend every waking moment texting each other.
And yes, I did it too.
BUT WHY?
Because I wanted to know I was loved. I feel alone when Im not with someone. But what I need to realize is that I NEED to be alone. I cant do it. Ive dealt with it before and I cant. Not now.
I want to go to college and have fun. YES! I want a random fucking make out session with someone who's name I MAY not know.
Call me a skank but I want to have fun.
Yeah life is short, but living it all so early just causes problems. I dont want to be attached. I want to spend a night getting dressed up with my single friends, putting on makeup and comparing panties. Talking about who we think is cute, who we think likes us, yeah, high school shit.
I dont want to grow up yet. Im not ready.
I want to graduate from college, join the peace corps. and spend five years of my life working with tigers in another country. Im not letting someone else hold me down.
This time is the only time for me, and im going to live it.
Whos with me?