Procrastination, good for thinking about unimportant things
Like all the things that I left in Boston, and all the things I took with me, and the things I wish had happened, and the things I wish had never happened.
I was working on an art history paper, and then my mind just started to wander.
For some reason - and this draws off conversations of the weekend - I was thinking about people from back home. There are so many things that never quite worked out as well as (or at all like) I'd imagined them.
And it's totally foolish to think about all the "what-ifs" because it is SO over and done, and nothing will change. And it's funny because it's things like this that you want to let go of and not think about, but then you realize there are good things attached and you can't quite separate, and so you never really forget.
My horoscope for this year is allegedly a very good one. Let's hope it's right.
Although that lady in the supermarket DID tell me that there are two women in my life (or have been a part of my life) that never want to see me happy...
Maybe I'm being all weird cuz I watched I <3 Huckabees last night, which is amazing, of course, but also makes you think.
Natalia bought me a present at the Polish market - REAL black currant syrup. Yay for Mad Dogs as soon as I finish all my work this week! And yay for S'mores in the microwave in Jessica's room.
And yay for being totally random and not writing this freaking art history paper... 7 pages. I have a thesis. And I don't even know if it works, because the TAs don't even know what they want. Argh.
Ok, I'll go write some more. Really.
I was working on an art history paper, and then my mind just started to wander.
For some reason - and this draws off conversations of the weekend - I was thinking about people from back home. There are so many things that never quite worked out as well as (or at all like) I'd imagined them.
And it's totally foolish to think about all the "what-ifs" because it is SO over and done, and nothing will change. And it's funny because it's things like this that you want to let go of and not think about, but then you realize there are good things attached and you can't quite separate, and so you never really forget.
My horoscope for this year is allegedly a very good one. Let's hope it's right.
Although that lady in the supermarket DID tell me that there are two women in my life (or have been a part of my life) that never want to see me happy...
Maybe I'm being all weird cuz I watched I <3 Huckabees last night, which is amazing, of course, but also makes you think.
Natalia bought me a present at the Polish market - REAL black currant syrup. Yay for Mad Dogs as soon as I finish all my work this week! And yay for S'mores in the microwave in Jessica's room.
And yay for being totally random and not writing this freaking art history paper... 7 pages. I have a thesis. And I don't even know if it works, because the TAs don't even know what they want. Argh.
Ok, I'll go write some more. Really.