Graphic: To kill all the loneliness... [Manip]

[karneol_vision]

Yesterday was a weird day. I woke up in the morning after going to sleep at 5am. (This is the fifth week in a row, except the week in Manchester where I slept like a baby, that I don’t go to sleep at night.) I woke without an alarm clock, from one second to another and it was so easy it was surreal. It seems to be true that when you have a reason

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[karneol_vision]

:) Thanks graciously for your words and feelings!
Yes, thats excatly the scene. I hope you're not disturbed by the changes. It's hard, not to mention rather impossible, to reach up to the way those words work in this story. I would have cut myself by trying to recreate it the way it was described, even by following every word to the letter, it just wouldn't have been the same and nowhere as good, heh.

It's odd you noticed that 'scar' in his face :) It was actually by pure accident and I initially wanted to remove it, but then, you're right, I felt like it was fine there, fitting in its own way.

I like how you pick up the details and link them all with meaning; you're far better at it than me, lol. I like that, because to my mind there is nothing that's done without any reason, even in those cases where it becomes clear only afterwards. It'ss all those things I've been thinking about.

I love what this means to you by the way you see it.

Yes, haha, and I love the way his legs look so damn long from this angle and in the shiny black pants xD Not to mention that I share your liking men in such fancy shirts x)) And I do find it hot, too, the image was intended to be sensual after all, hehe xD so to hear it's not worksafe makes it even better.

Also, as I've read a couple of your fics, out of curiosity - I found they fit well in line with this my view of things (and I thought I had to read them as we're teammates now, lol.) I love your wistful, melancholy descriptions, it's heartfelt, exhausted and beautiful.

Thank you. Your comment is deeply cherished &hearts

[moreinside]

Your reply lulled me into such dreamy mood :) and i think your painting matches with the story so good, cause there's no need to follow every letter as i see it. The creative process can't be under control completely. i couldnt figure out how those boys look . Then there was much description of cesc's jewelry and again your gorgeous painting of joey and cesc, i was impressed how lively you imagine these characters. And when i saw sergio wearing this shirt i felt like that's exactly what i've missed! (I feel awkward talking this much about deathinacave's character, hope she'll fotgive me, i'm just very impressed by her writing). The shirt suits sergio so perfect and i love how the boy doesnt care about this fancy shirt, i imagine it could be blooded, ripped and thrown away any moment. I'm rambling,sorry. And the scar, it's wonderful that you didnt mean it, cause it's like the most scars appear - not intentionally. And his pants! You made him so hot!
And i was overflowed by this graphics so much, i so wanted to offer you something in return. I thought that maybe you'd like to read my small writing, because there's this hint of sadness and loneliness your words accumulate, but then i remembered it could be depressed... And you've read it, i'm just happy and i love what you say about my writing ! Thank you. I like to be your teammate,cause i love watching cristiano on the pitch, i love how his legs move - like those of a ballerine, very beautiful. And i'm so sorry for so much words!
xxx