What day is this and in what month
Ha! Look at that, my life's getting only worse and worse. Yesterday's dream, this hurtful art, today's United game, no money, tomorrow I have an appointment with my boss to review my first 3 months of practise, I still haven't got an appointment at the doctor, I still have to hand in several forms, of which I still lack several, I have to write a longish detailed report on my practise until the end of January and I haven't really started on it yet. Yes. Should I fail in any of these things, this will have truly severe consequences. I considered offing myself for a short moment last night. But then it occurred to me that I am 30 now and maybe shouldn't be so dramatical anymore. And it occured to me that I haven't thought about offing myself for some time which is a good sign, I suppose, that maybe I am not quite so generally and always unhappy anymore. Then I remembered that there are several things that I am actually looking forward to this year, mostly movies really... And I got three new ideas for pictures today that I really want to draw. It occurred to me also that my mind doesn't know the meaning of 'priorities'.
Which does not mean that I am well right now. I feel shitty.
I'd really love and need to read some good rough achy kinky porn of people that turn my crank. Oh wait, there is no good rough achy kinky porn of people that turn my crank that I haven't read yet. Universe why do you hate me so?
Which does not mean that I am well right now. I feel shitty.
I'd really love and need to read some good rough achy kinky porn of people that turn my crank. Oh wait, there is no good rough achy kinky porn of people that turn my crank that I haven't read yet. Universe why do you hate me so?