Ich geb Dir was Dir fehlt...

Jul 21, 2013 23:18

Long time no see once again. Shit went down, things happened and keep happening. I left home, am staying at an acquaintance's while looking for my own place, which is harder than one should think, have now managed to get myself an apprentice position; apparently I can still talk to people and be convincing, and the fact that my cv is full of ( Read more... )

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lady_quark August 2 2013, 16:59:39 UTC
Hehehe, no worries, I was there and now I'm back again, very much in one piece I think. Also, should something have happened to me after all, it would have been my own fault. I have this terrible habit of checking my phone whenever I'm on my way of leaving the house, something's bound to happen one day... ANYWAY.

Woooo \o/ First of all, CONGRATULATIONS on moving (out/on/up, you decide)! I can't even begin to imagine how hard that decision must have been or how much work and courage it took you to go through with it and maybe it's all worse now but I don't think so? I'm so happy to hear you got an apprentice ship and are on your way of getting your own place and just ... seriously, I'm so happy, I'm probably more thrilled about this than you are!

And I just now realized that you didn't want to dwell on any of this so watch me taking all of these words and eating them back in my mouth, safe for not really because I'm really that happy for you and you should know that.

Getting things done that you always wanted to do is always terrific, so it's good to hear that you got to see the musical, too!

And lastly, if you can avoid it in any way, don't get a tumblr, it starts off so pointlessly and before you know it you get sucked in and lose all of your time with doing nothing, safe for it's maybe a good place for you because you're not only a consumer like I am but you're a creator so maybe it could be a good place for you in the end? I don't know. This whole paragraph doesn't even make sense. Blame this horrendous heat outside.

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karneol_vision August 2 2013, 21:33:00 UTC
Haha! That's alright then, and also thanks, things will be fine at some point, I guess, even if it's tougher right now.

The heat's intense indeed. And weirdly it appears I've become a winter person through the last two years, lol.

Puh, I doubt tumblr could ever draw me in the way you describe. I looked at it and although it's nice and there is a lot of lovely stuff posted... so many people tend to make the impression of idiots or assholes once you look too closely. I become more and more aware that I may be looking for attention by saying I want/want not a tumblr, because when it comes down to it, I have no idea what I expect one could do for me. All I see is people becoming only more self-involved with these tiny blogs, I don't quite want to become more of a loner by pretending to go out there, you know? I think if one likes all those pics and reposting of all the hipster thingies etc, then that must be quite nice, but yeah... I'd be bored after two days, and annoyed by too many peoples opinions and the hate many things I like get, I have no idea how others do it. Seriously, am I too old for that? tell me.... Duh, I just don't know!

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