Heeeeee x)))

[karneol_vision]

I'm re-learning how to entertain myself. Can't believe how much time I've wasted hating and complaining about the footballslash fandom and people and fics in it, or feeling generally neglected and all this shit, instead of concentrating on all the things I love and putting my energy there, drawing energy from it.

And yeah... *MAJOR SQUEE*

Comments

[sophiamoon]

You sound happy. I like that. :-)

[karneol_vision]

Well, it was just a moment, and it works because I'm finding things to distract myself.
But yes, that helps, thank you :) If I fill my time by myself I don't need for anyone else to do it for me, or help me doing it.

[sophiamoon]

happiness is about moments, isn't it? :-)

[karneol_vision]

Lonely as they are, that's still true. Everything has its perks.

[sophiamoon]

I guess, best is to appreciate the moments, good and bad, as they come.
(and that's not the same thing as enjoying it all, but you know that as well as I do)