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I always thought it's just me. That I'm bad and worse than all those good people, because I don't manage to be there for others at all times and don't even say how much I'm trying and because I'm not repeating 'I love yous' all the time or give out hugs at every opportunity. But it's not. It's not just me.
People always say 'I care', 'I'm here for you if you need me'.
You know how at times you wish that that was true and they really meant it? How you wish one of them would step forward and actually be a friend?
But the doing is always harder than the promising and wishing. Even when the doing would have been so easy.
(Sorry, I didn't manage to reply to comments or entries the last couple of days, I'm unwell atm. and fairly disappointed, which I suppose I don't even have a right to be. So yes, trying not to be a pain in the ass. See you.)
People always say 'I care', 'I'm here for you if you need me'.
You know how at times you wish that that was true and they really meant it? How you wish one of them would step forward and actually be a friend?
But the doing is always harder than the promising and wishing. Even when the doing would have been so easy.
(Sorry, I didn't manage to reply to comments or entries the last couple of days, I'm unwell atm. and fairly disappointed, which I suppose I don't even have a right to be. So yes, trying not to be a pain in the ass. See you.)