May 04, 2005 15:14
Well...hm. I'm in a weird mood. I'm happy because I got my feelings out about homosexuality -- yeah, I guess my stance may surprise a few people. Anyway, at the same time, I'm confused and nervous. All right, if y'all don't want to hear me go totally girly for a couple of minutes, I strongly suggest you stop reading.
Okay, so there's this guy. I like him...A LOT. Like, he's in my mind all the time; I fantasize about him asking me out; I get nervous when I am around him; I'm doing everything I can think of so that I can be closer to him and get to know him a little bit better...the list goes on and on...Anyway, he's really sweet and funny. But here's the BIG bonus: he's a good man and a CHRISTIAN! Yay!!! I like him so so so so so so so much, and I think he likes me. I'm just freaking out trying to get to know him better so that he becomes more comfortable with me. I'm so frustrated because I hardly have any time AT ALL to talk to him. We don't even have any classes with each other. Gosh, I want him to like me so badly!
Okay, I'm done being girly. Hope you all didn't fall over and die due to total lack of interest. Ha ha...I probably would have.